I'm staying in my bestfriend's house after a few drinks in the pub and 3 episodes of CSI.. :3 It was a strange night very reminiscent... We talked about school and the crazy immature stuff we used to do.. Sometimes its so nice to just look back.. So I'm lying in bed at three am and feeling the most content I have in months... although that feeling ( Read more... )

I woke up naturally at 7AM this morning and am quite worried.. If you knew me you'd know that this is really unusual for me.. I NEVER get up this early... In fact I could represent my country in sleeping championships cause I sleep that much... :P Ugggghhhhh Although I do have good news that I will share later... ^^

It was a quiet night for business as Matthew stood on the street corner in a flamboyant dress and a blonde wig. He was smoking a cigerette, watching the haze of smoke drift into the darkening sky. His dark eye make up was smudged as a result of a long day. Soon he'd be off duty whenever they next hooker would show up. He couldnt wait to go home, to ( Read more... )

I think I'm having withdrawal symptoms due to the lack of museslash the last few days...I need my belldom fix!!! Currently raiding the archives for a good belldom story I haven't read yet.. (Suggestions are welcome!) I didn't realise how addicted I'd gotten.. :P

I feel sanity losing hold,
So I turn into that creature
You've always said I was,
Just to prove you right.

You have awoken,
The thing you fear,
Through words you've spoken
In my ear.

There’s stillness in the air. A sharp bite of cold, clings to the skin. Fog attacks a warm breath, consuming it, in its cold clasp. Glittering sparkles envelop the ground, flowing like a second skin. The tree is a feather, bowing in the presence of this majestic sight as stars rest on its head. The garden fence is a freezing fortress against the ( Read more... )

Wrote this in english class inspired my a quote our teacher gave us, "Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today". So here goes..

Life and Death,
The two factors,
Of our existance.
Both are everywhere,
At every time.
They follow us,
As if tied to our hearts.
We fear them,
Afraid to really live,
But also afraid to die.

I am here to complain about my crap weekend.. Although I don't think anyone reads this anyway.. But the venting helps... I had a test at the weekend but failed it by one question!! It's so frustrating!!! One bloody question!! :/ After that I was kind of like a wandering soul.. Pissed off and really feeling down and doing nothing... And to top it ( Read more... )

Okay so the excavation of my room is still in progress.. It's really quite amazing the things you find hidden away.. And also slightly disturbing.. Oh and embarrassing when you find things you wrote about ten years ago.. For example my friends and I tried our hand at song writing.. "forty, forty ( Read more... )

I found yogurts in our fridge today they were called "NOM" and immediately I thought of Dom.. My obsession is obviously worsening! I was cleaning up my room yesterday evening (which was badly needed) and was thrilled to find two posters of Matt, that have been missing from my wall, hiding amongst some old biology notes! They have since returned to ( Read more... )