So North Carolina is a blast so far! We are in this HUGE beautiful beach house with a pool and such. I am actually getting tan, put that in the record books! Yesterday I was wasted by 3pm, it was magnificent! AJ is actually going out in the sun and stuff. It is just overall a very fun time. I am stealing wireless from a house nearby which is ( Read more... )

In North Carolina (Outer Banks) until June 2nd.

I write things and they just don't make sense. I am better at just updating than I am at making it sound pretty. I guess art isn't really my thing. For me essays>poems ( Read more... )

Today was Angela's gramma's funeral. It was.. sad. I feel bad that I hadn't been around a lot for the last year. It was really nice to see the whole family. My heart hurts very badly when Angela's heart hurts.. I guess thats how you know you're best friends. But enough about that ( Read more... )

AJ and I are thinking October 17th 2009 for our wedding, its a Saturday. I am already looking at cake designs and venues lol. And I found a dress that is similar to what I want, and damn it I will be skinny again by then!

Our world sucks. If you feel the urge to kill people, kill yourself. If you want to hit something, hit a punching bag, or a wall. If you don't want to go to school don't call in 3 bomb threats, just stay home or pretend to be sick and get a doctors note. I have lost so much faith in humanity ( Read more... )

So sick of this bullshit friendship. I'm not just here to make you look like you have a large number of friends. Or to be your fat ugly friend that makes you feel better. I am not here for you to talk to when everyone else is busy. I'm not that friend ( Read more... )

I try to pretend it isn't me, it's not my fault...

I just wrote a whole entry and erased. I feel like I have to sensor my feelings so I don't hurt other people.

... but I get the feeling it is.

So this weekend was hella stressful. I had a 700 word paper, a project, and a quiz due sunday by midnight. I had a 1200-1500 word paper due by today at midnight, and I had a math test today. I also have a midterm on Thursday! blah. But after that the rest of the semester should be a breeze ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention that my amazing boyfriend got me incubus tickets for christmas even after they had sold ouuuuut! i'm so stoked! sarah got them for mike too!! saweet!