I feel you on the whole second half of that...college seems like high school except bigger...and I hate it with all its fucking drama. So pretty sure my life is falling apart, and expressing stuff to guys is the way to go...girls twist things to use against you. I miss all you high school girls, you seemed to keep me sane and now as everyone drifts apart, I feel like my sanity is fleeting...
Girlfriend, I hear you about the boy thing. My experience is that when you tell girls stuff, they either directly or indirectly tell everyone. Boys at least have some code of ethics.
However, you and I are fabulous so we don't do that, haha.
I never wanted to "drop" you as a friend, but reading this makes me angry all over again. I was the one feeling dropped and broken which is the main reason I was angry in the first place. I don't see how you couldn't see that. It made me furious that all this time you thought I was boring, thanks, I truly appreciate it. I may be boring, but I am a good friend. This is the last time you will hear anything from me. I refuse to pass friendly hellos when feeling friendly makes me sick and I refuse to fake a smile because when I do it reminds me of how happy seeing you used to make me feel. I am sorry I am not the exciting breath of fresh air you expected. I will stay honest you do whatever makes you feel more alive.
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However, you and I are fabulous so we don't do that, haha.
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