I dunno if ppl still believe me when i say that i need it. I got home yesterday after staying a few days in the hospital for exams. It shows that i now need a bone marrow transplant urgently. Im discouraged and worried about everything. I dunno what im paying for, i dont believe that im so bad that would deserve this. i wanna be happy and normal ( Read more... )

Where did the new look I gave to my LJ go? The last posts were removed and it now is the same it was when i created it :-(

Okay, today I got an email from April and it was necessary that this teenager, who still goes to school had to tell me what she said for making me to get that it is time to stop feeling so self pity about myself and see that it is time for learning from my mistakes and giving myself a new chance. April said: “i spose it does get pretty boring being ( Read more... )

I'm still afraid of telling the ones who forgave me about this new account. As I'm sat here, writing this page, I look at the pic edited as my icon and then I remember when I had my old account in this journal. Those days look so far and it was less than 2 months when I had it! I remember that I used to believe I was still that girl with long hair ( Read more... )

Sitting down in the clinical armchair ( Read more... )