I feel sick and have to go into work anyway.

I hate feeling this way.

I'm tired.

I took a nap and now I feel worse. I hate getting up so early, but it is only for a few more weeks. At least it is wed and soon it will be the weekend and i can sleep in.

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very angry suddenly. I don't know why. But I'm REALLY mad. I'm gonna try to work this out of my system by picking up my room a bit. Something has definately been bothering me lately, but I am still unsire what. Anyway. I'm really hungry. I should find something to eat.

got free ticket to see madonna tomorrow night. :) and I have to work really early the next day. LOL. I'm gonna be a mess. But a good mess.

about two weeks ago a friend brought in a book and told me I could keep it. I said "Ok" She's always bringing me presents. Anyway, I started reading it, and got really into it, and panicked about mid-chapter 'cause new episodes of my favorite t.v. show were comming on. WTF? I never had cable as a kid, and my parents just went right to satellite ( Read more... )

the worst feeling is knowing you don't measure up.

Been doing well. Trying to be healthier and excercize and eat better. I find that when I am at work, I tend to get really dizzy. I am drinking 8 glasses of water a day and so I think I am going to chalk this up to needing to eat more when I am alone. I tend to not bother, because sometimes it doesn't seem worth it ( Read more... )

My birthday went awesome :D I really had fun. We went out to Manray, and I was all dressed up in my pony tack. :D It was so much fun.

And YAY. 'cause I love my new tail, and my anemonie, and my pony hooves. Whee snaw.

To the shower with me.

Yesterday was my birthday celebration with the family. it went aweful. They made dinner they know I hate, everyone spent the time they were supposed to be eating, arguing. But you know the cake was tasty, even if they got the kind of ice cream I hate. ::sigh:: ah, well. today is ACTUALLY my birthday and today should go better :D