change for the better?
It’s me who always ruin everything or there is also another person to blame?
It’s me who always pick the wrong guys or they just pick me? It’s me who don’t know anything about healthy relationship but always have been asked for advice? It’s me who completely destroyed (sort of stuff) and now just dance on the top of the ruins?
Yes, that was supposed to be me.
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I’m absolutely convinced that people can change themselves in a better persons. But what are these qualities that this better person should have? Is it kindness? Or ability to listen? Or not to betray?
When we falling in love (dropping the fact that we want to show only better halves of ourselves) we start to dissolve in the person we choosen. It is not a good way to be honest, it is the way to a chaos. Be strong enough to get over your emotions, be a friend to your mental, do not think wholeheartedly that this is you last relationship in your life cause it’s not true. Or it may be, who knows. We actually don’t know the future, all we can is just to predict.
6 years ago I’ve heard one quote and it got stucked in my mind: wherever you are, be a good one. However it was very difficult for me to understand that “be a good one” mean to be who you are without changing, virtualizing, creating the person who you are not gonna be. Never.
The most disgusting is to betray yourself, your feelings, your dreams and wishes because of someone’s will.
I hate two-time games bearing in mind the fact that you destroy not only your life but the life of other person.
Mainly I’m not a Shakespeare of course but I’m so keen on tragedies and drama. Truly master in crashing the life into pieces. Oh, Lord.