well, not much been goin on here lately... well actually a lot has in my personal life but i just hate to get into all that on here, just a bunch of crap all the time. everything is so repeatitive in my life, messed up stuff. same thing keeps happening over and over.. maybe it's me, yeah pretty sure most of it is me. oh well. surely it'll all get ( Read more... )

Happy 2006 ( Read more... )

well, it's been a great Christmas. allie got everything in the world and more.. i'm so glad she had a good Christmas. she was sick both of the other Christmas's and stuff, she's wore out. she's sleepin right now ( Read more... )

hey everybody!!!
i'm still alive..

Merry Christmas and stuff!!!
later

i am so sick!!! i'm gonna throw up everywhere! i hate myself!!!! i'm a damn alien or somethin'... wtf? ? ?
yeah i'm f'd up in the head...

The Pussycat Dolls ( Read more... )

song just stuck in my head ( Read more... )

Poor allie has been sick for a couple of days and i took her to the doctor this morning and he said she didn't need anything to get her some over the counter medicine.. poor thing can barely talk and she's been running a fever and stuff and she's really stopped up. i just don't like that man ( Read more... )

k, my day today is a mess.. or maybe i'm just a mess.. i hate being confused and the crazy thing is it's all my fault.. i confuse myself.. i don't know why i make everything so complicated for.. or maybe i know why but can't explain it... who know's. i just wish i was little again, and i didn't have anything else to worry about besides playing with ( Read more... )

ok, so i'm home tonight... guess that's a good thing though. don't really need to be out and about anyways. i left work early today cause i didn't really feel the best, wasn't really sick but just felt weird, i was all dizzy and crap.. but what's new right, cause i'm a hypo..... yeah one of them people that thinks their dying all the time... so i'm ( Read more... )