One of the most difficult things I've had to come to terms with in my life is to learn to have no regrets whatsoever.

As much as events have scarred, hurt or bewildered me.. each scar has become part of my character and shaped the person I am today.
I would not be me.
I would not have my wife.
I would not have my daughter.

If not for all the pain and anguish suffered along the path.

Would I choose another road?

Not in another lifetime, and certainly not in this one.

This too shall pass Julia. All things do and you will become stronger and more determined as an individual.
All you have to do is NOT GIVE UP.