I hate it

I just got back from Ichiban with Georgia...we went to visit Micah and now I'm just sitting at my house...Micah is at work and Georgia is going on some walk thing and its just dawned on me how few really good friends I have....I mean I have people that I suppose I could call, and talk to and whatnot but it would be kinda awkward, so I wont...and ( Read more... )

I dont update my journal much these days...i dont really like to if im just going to talk about depressing things and depress everybody that reads this, but its seems my depressing hour keeps turning into two, then three then four, and then its time to get up and go to school....I really do love the night time, but for some reason that always seems ( Read more... )

Went to another memorial tonight...its times like these that I feel really down...most of the time I'm ok, but right now I start to wonder when I won't cry myself to sleep at night...Night is the worse, because I have time to think then. I still cant talk about it much, I try not to think about it much either. Sometimes Im ok with everything that ( Read more... )

I like how you can see the reflection of the interior on the glass and yet still see the outside...i wish that bench wasnt there though.


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Once upon a time life sucked.
The end.

Im really tired....and I coulndt really tell you how I feel right now, because Im not sure myself how I feel. Everyday I think it sinks in a little more, and every day I cry a little more...friends help, I dont know what I would do without them to keep me busy.

I gave blood today, it wasnt as bad as i thought it might be....kinda dizzy but it all good...school...well i cried alot, but then, whats new..

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It hurts so bad, I cant talk about it yet.
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just got back...no luck in finding her, things dont look so great