i got a phone call last night from dan telling me that he has HIV... i cried for forever... an uncontrollable cry. and then i get this email ( Read more... )

i am lonely

i am going to stop updating livejournal all together... I can no longer keep this name dibsgirl. I am not longer his girl. I am not the property of Chris Kessler *smiles* I think that life is definately looking up. Life is going to be okay... *sigh of relief* but Andrea- I still miss you and I wanna see you really soon. I wish that I had a phone.

i am single.
someone help me. i am lonely
i don't have a phone.
i live with my aunt
i need friends.
now.

i just wanna be in love.
i mean, i am in love, but i wanna feel the love in return.
maybe i should give up on guys and love a chick.
i have loved a woman before, but i never told her, and then again it wouldn't have mattered, she wouldn't have loved me in return, i just want everything. everything that is beautiful.

*amanda*

do i want to get married?

*thinks* with the 85% chance of infidelity in the average American marriage I am no longer sure. I don't know what I want now. Learning that statistic has just made me depressed and has taken away all of my dreams.

love me

i am a xanga addict, and that is why i never update. but right now i am really in an emotional state and i need to have someone listen to it. so here i go: in the past few months these have been my emotional problems ( Read more... )

www.xanga.com/aplacetoreside
www.freewebs.com/aplacetoreside
www.aplacetoreside/freewebs.com

so the new xanga resides at: www.xanga.com/A_Place_To_Reside but if you know me, make sure some certain people don't get their hands on the name... i'd have to erase it all again