You know, people can say whatever the hell they want about me. I don't care. I'm done responding to it all. Be immature.. I don't give a shit ( Read more... )

Gisele... I need to talk to you. Soon.

EDIT:
Why the fuck are all you people in my journal?

I wasn't lying about anything or leading anyone on. I was looking for an excuse for feelings.

I'm a fuck up. Flat out, that simple.

So I took a break from this journal.. actually, I took a break from everything pretty much. I confined myself to my home and cut off all means of communication. I was about to go fucking mental if I didn't do that. And I do have a pretty level head about what I want now ( Read more... )

Here it is almost nearing 5:30 AM. I haven't had much of a sleep in God knows how long. Too many thing that I'm trying to deal with. Being strong for others.. when I have very few being strong for me ( Read more... )

First off, I want to say thank you to everyone who messaged me to say that they are there for me. I can't begin to say how much that means to me. Thank you ( Read more... )

Two updates in one day..

But I am so fucking frustrated right now that it's not even funny. Why do I feel like I'm losing everything? Everything.

If anyone needs me I shall be drinking my life away.. you may be getting a call from the police and have it be me asking for bail.

I'm out.

Edit:
Anyone care to join in me in a night of non-stop

I have gone through so many different things since I have been here. Anger has started to creep in. It's just.. many things have happened. Not just to me.. but to pretty much everyone around me. I got so confused about everything today.. that I had to go talk to someone about it.. and I ended up at Gisele's ( Read more... )

So I'm taking what sanity I have left and trying to make sense of it. I'm losing a good friend because people have to act like childern. But it stops here, I am no longer dealing with it. Say all the shit you want, but I'm not responding. I don't want to be that low anymore ( Read more... )

Haha, so I'm updating already. Seems there is already an 'Anti-Leo' club starting to form by some of the AIM messages I have been getting so far. But I don't give a shit what you people think because you don't know me. And don't think that you can walk around and judge me because you are in no place to do that. As I am in no place to do the ( Read more... )