alright im done puting up with people's shit if u wanna be mean ill leave if im to much around u ill leave im done being the suck up i still love u all but im not taking any more shit its fucking mamking me feel like crap every day and i dont need that shit rite now so if i walk away or if i do what u do to me dont bee surpised cuz im showing u ( Read more... )

yay uhhh my friend that was recently in the hospital just died recently soo iff im quiet or something u know why but i wish some one was there for me cuz im sick of getting threw this shit on my own cuz sometimes i think of ways to escape this world it sucks i dont wanna do this again cuz some times u think u got this figured out and over with ( Read more... )

oh this sucks big fat nuts so badbeing grounded is so BORING im trying to get un grounded so i dot have to go to military skool and so i can hang with stephanie when she gets un grounded and i feel bad for stephanie cuz shes going threw all thi shit like with her dad but shes been kinda grumpy at skool and being kinda mean and lat night she called ( Read more... )

fucking damn people this sucks im grounded cuz i got bad grades in skool i got every thing taken away from me my guitar my computer my tv my music every thing no music no shit no phone so i get to work all the time and sleep and shit and eat tahts about it but if im ever on its becuz i said ai had to do home work at my moms work:) so yay bye bye or

fuck people im gettign a new internet thingyt and my new screen name is gonna like asthenia or some what like that but im still sticking to my aim names and im doing better now

what the fuck it like nevr fucking ends anothere one my friends in california got in a car accident its like god is trying to fuck me over or something well im fucking sick of him taking my friends life y doesnt he come and fucking take mine

wow iv been talking to people and i think the band gots a bunch of showws lining upthis is gonna be fun palying at parties and stuff today we had a locked down and it waws forever but hey it was kool i had fun in class cuz nick kent and stephanie were in there but u should help me and see if i should cover a dash board song or a cure song or what ( Read more... )

my friend from califonia talkd to stephanie and told her how much i liked her and she said how much she liked me and why and it made me so fucking happy i love stephanie so fucking much i havnt seen her in 2 days and i miss her already haha i love her so much it drives me crazy and im not gonna do anything thats gonan fuck anything up i hope we get ( Read more... )

AHOLY SHIT people shoot me now pleaze me and andrew are having a compition to see who can go the longest with out masturbating and we're going on our 5th day this is so hard theres time i get really really horny then theres times where i jsut wanna fucking dry hump the shit out of something lol peopl;e wish me luck cuz i have to win

the past few days been kinda sucky cuz alote of stuff have been reminding me of my friend that got killed and iv jsut been feeling like shit like at skool when im sad about it im jsut sick of playing it off like nothings wronge and hiding i wish there was some one i could talk to cuz im jsut sick of the tears