I was just thinking this morning: it's August 1st today. today, I've been sober for five months. in three days, on the 4th, I'll be 20. Twenty. Twenty years old. I'm nineteen for all of 72 more hours. what happened while I was 19? I turned into an alcoholic, and then I got sober. I went to college, I dropped out, and I went back. I moved away and ( Read more... )

yeah- all that stuff I said about things not working out with Hillary? yeah, it was all a giant fucking lie, or I have absolutely no constitution, because she spent the night. hm. oops? hey- at least she's a good kisser.

yeah, I went on a date tonight. girl named Hillary that I work with at Panera- she's very outgoing, social, happy, very attractive, sends me text messages with "ur" in them (I'm not so hot about that bit) and likes me. almost kissed her, too. she made me feel really, really good. so, I don't think it's going to work out. because it's fun and all, ( Read more... )

yeah so... strange day. work was cool. I'm chillin with two kids, Dwight and Lindsay, they're dating. Dwight always trips because me and Lindsay do the cream cheese together and he thinks we're back there making out or some shit- who knows? Whatever. I like the dude even if he is getting all in his head about something that's not happening, like I ( Read more... )

I saw Ben Folds and Weezer tonight. Fucking awesome. I should have done it- oh- two years ago? Ben FOlds was awesome. He played some great songs. And when he did a cover of Dr. Dre's "Bitches ain't Shit" the crowd went wild. Every white boy in the place- myself included- was 'bumpin with our hands in the air, singing all the words. "Bitches ain't ( Read more... )

okay. Betsy can't take me, but I tihnk I'm coming anyways. Maybe get there on Saturday or Sunday, spend a night, and then come back the next day. Are y'all going to be around? When are you going to get there? Can I see some of you?

Update:

rawr. that does it. I'm calling people.

Virginia left for the beach today- she'll be gone for about a week and half, during which time I'm going to have to find something else to do besides make her put up with me. I saw Hunter Beattie again today- he dropped by the house unexpectedly. He brought me a book, signed by the leader of his ashram in North Carolina. I think we're going to be ( Read more... )

you should all go see "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory". I thought it was going to be rather dissapointing, but it was great. Totally a Tim Burton movie, and Johhny Depp does a pretty captivating performance as Willy Wonka. been a good night tonight. Virginia leaves for Florida tomorrow, I'm going to miss her a lot. I owe her a lot for dragging ( Read more... )

Houston was full of surprises. Demure. Fun. Resented. Explicit. Dangerous. British. Alcoholic. Hopeful. Ridiculous. Depressing. Solitary ( Read more... )

note to self: four/five hours of sleep followed immediately by four/five cups of coffee makes me twitch like ECT patient. Do not repeat. I'd love to take a nap before the noon meeting, but my mind is busy having a caffeine seizure. In other news, I am a geek. I walked up to some strangers playing World of Warcraft at Bongo Java the other night and ( Read more... )