I cried last night. Like really cried. This time not because I was a drunk wreck (I was sober), and not because I watched a sad movie (I was cooking), but because I really needed to just let it out. It was such a relief ( Read more... )

i'm really lonely again.

President's last day in office.
YESSSS

vodka makes me whiney ( Read more... )

"I long for the slight caress your fingertips burn on me with such a firey fashion only you can bestow. The electricity of your lips still flows like a current through my body. Yet, it is your soul and mind which are distorting my own. Never again will I fall like this, and alas, I will always be tasting you- no matter how many beers I've drank ( Read more... )

it's a new year!!! thank sweet baby jesus that 2008 is over. :)

apparently vodka makes me even more whiny than i already am.

good to know.

bah!

fuck it all.

all i really want is someone who cares.
about me. about my history. and about my music. about my life.

aka i'm too selfish to think my shit doesn't stink.

Happy Thanksgiving tomorrow, everyone.
May it be filled with good family and friends,
better booze,
and only a mild affect from the tryptophan.

I called things off with Daniel a few days ago-- and I couldn't feel any better. It's not that he's a bad guy, blah blah blah, but if I am going to be in a relationship with someone, I've gotta feel the love! IDK, really, this is all super trivial and laughable about this point in my life. But still, i know what I want if I am with someone, and i'm ( Read more... )