well ive made up my mind about wat im gonna do when im older im gonna be part of the rolaly logistic corps as a chef in the army so yea 14weeks of hell learning how to be a infantry soilder then more weeks leanring to cook and so on sounds good and after that 4 and a half years in the army at least well at least it gets me away from everyone for a ( Read more... )

well im on the 20th thought it would be good but ive fucked things up as per fucking normal emily thinks i played her when i didnt i did still have feeling for megan like she does with rob now im with megan as u know or dont cant remember if i said knowing me i probley did well if emilys reading this im sorry for everything im just a bit dumb twat ( Read more... )

well im back with megan yay!!and its great hehe went to the park with emily and it was fun met lots of knew people yay all fun school tommorrrow and i got to talk to chrissy about me and her and friends and stuff yea u probley know about when she said "if u go out with emily i wont be ur friend" wel shes not to much my friend at the moment and i ( Read more... )

omg tommorrows gonna be so great! no cinema but it means i get to go up the park with emily and hang with her and her friends more!! yay! omg its gonna be so great! i really like her its like shes allways in my head and its great! :D well i got back from the cinema with sharon and well it was kinda boring i guess sharon doesnt tlak much it would ( Read more... )

omg saterdays gonna be great!!! me and emily and her friends cinema park yay lol god i was thinking about her so much today minty might have got a bit pissed with me goin on but oh well im gonna ask her out soon!! :-D! yay!! shes jsut like so great shes nice sweet pritty kinda lovely great and bascily perfect for me :) omg wat am i gonna where?! ( Read more... )

well well well me and emily hehe il tlak more about that on a diffrent chapter but its looking good yay! hehehe today was ok chrissy and steve were pissed and i was looking after them and we were in safeway and i saw emily hehe yay! she was with her friends there like so cool lol and thats basicly all i got to say lol cant remember to much havent ( Read more... )

well im updateing because megan wanted me to so here we go lol.today was ok woke up, thought about megan, showered ,thought about megan ,when out to meet up with chrissy and on the way i saw sgt lacsey and p.i thorn and thought about megan alot then ,hung out with chrissy for a bit then finaly goin to kaths as normal on the hoildays wile thinking ( Read more... )

well im back from camp and i didnt make a camp diary like i wanted to no time it was to full the only time i had i was busy (at the naffi drinking sprit).i missed megan and chris and emily soooooooooo much! i mean they were on my mind the most on this camp ,like they were allways in my head i looked into the stars and thought about them and hopeing ( Read more... )

well im on the unlucky chapter number 13 and it is because i have a pulled muslce thing in my ribs and it hurts so much its like extrem pain lol and its the pain thats allways there with or with out painkillers hard to sleep at night type thing ya know?well chrissy and emily are on hoilday and they said they will send me post cards and stuff which ( Read more... )

today was good i went down kaths and hung out with her and chrissy and chloe(bitch!!!!)and gemma and jeramy and lisa, its was ok we went to the cinema which was funny with chrissy and kath lol chloe was a bitch tho but oh well .right now im talking to emily and shes helped me alot tonight get threw some probs and stuff and shes just great i think ( Read more... )