30 Days Of Meme
Day 26 - Your Fears
I freak out over like.. almost everything.
But I guess MAJORITY of that is just paranoia.
Wellll okay. FEARS.
I'm so afraid of public speaking. Like I will shake, sweat, I can't even focus it's like my mind is screaming. I've been close to fainting I think because my vision would start to blur and fade. IT'S THAT BAD. Once was in a class full of people I knew and I still started freaking out. So dumb.
I fear growing up. I don't know why. I get such an awful feeling trying to imagine the future for myself. I get a bad feeling. idk.
Okay.. some of you know my character Adam has a bit of a fear of butterflies. Yeah he got that from me. I'M NOT AFRAID of them per se. They make me nervous. I find them pretty and neat but when I see their faces I just... I do not want. When I was a kid I had a bad dream that a butterfly kept biting me and sucking my blood and it felt so real. It was a sharp then bruising pain. I think one of my sisters were pinching me in my sleep or something. So I guess that's more of a nervousness.
uhh..
I can't.. think of anything else really.. everything else is paranoia/nervousness.
DOODLE OF THE DAY:
maka from soul
Day 01 - Introduce yourself
Day 02 - Your first love, in great detail
Day 03 - Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 - What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 - Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 - Your day, in great detail
Day 07 - Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 - A moment, in great detail
Day 09 - Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 - What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 - Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 - What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 - This week, in great detail
Day 14 - What you wore today, in great detail
Day 15 - Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 - Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 - Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 - Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 - Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 - This month, in great detail
Day 21 - Another moment, in great detail
Day 22 - Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 - Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 - Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 - A first, in great detail
Day 26 - Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 - Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 - Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 - Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 - One last moment, in great detail