Turnabout Mother, Part 2

[didroy]

This story is a bit of a different setting than where I left off last night. But rest assured, they're all related. Some stories will be more relevant to where I was affected, some more so my mother. This event from a few nights ago changed a bit for both of us. Each story I tell is building up to some emotion that either my mother or I felt the

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[sageleaves]

Thank you for the lj posts. This week has turned out to be incredibly busy with juggling all things I've done for school and life and such. Sleep almost seems not to be an option

[alithio]

I was gonna be pissed that it sounded like your thesis was that I was so damn easy to "get" that you had all these great experiences dating in college because of me. You used the language "not wanting to miss out on" other things, and that always struck a really deep nerve with me. Every once in a while you said "easy come, easy go" in reference to our relationship, and that drove me fucking crazy. Even though I'm happy now, I love Nic like I thought I'd never be able to love again after you, it still strikes a nerve occasionally. I guess I always felt like the unsaid implication was that, because what happened between us happened easily and quickly, that it was also disposable and worthless, when I felt like it was something of incredible value that I was afraid would never happen to me again

[didroy]

As strange as this would sound to something negative, I think you're interpreting my words to hear what you want to hear. Believe me, what you find my thesis to be is not the case, and for a lot of reasons (for both your sake and mine) I'd like to clarify that in more detail. Nothing I said above has anything to do with why I broke up with you. But this genuinely isn't the place to talk about you and me.

But yes, you know something these people don't. I was a little upset that day and had to tell someone. Please be discreet.