I must have died, looking for Kira. I was so close, I threw everything away for the small chance I might succeed in this and finally prove once and for all that Near is not better then I am.

I wanted to make L proud--but I wonder if he even saw me. I don't know if the mind of a genius holds onto faces and facts of those in second place. Fuck it all ( Read more... )

What the fuck is this place? And what the fuck am I doing here?