WTF @ the huge asshole bully called life. i wanna kick him in the nuts or sledge hammer his toes ( Read more... )

one realization-

i want to know myself, and understand my own body and mind before i die.

I know how you feel, to all of those. Both posts. And I'm sorry I'm not replying on your journal, buut, this is the best I can muster up. I miss the hell out of you, but, more importantly, hope everything works out for you. You know I'm here to talk or hold you, let you cry, or just sit in eachother's company ( Read more... )

with life. 100%. done done done done done. i don't want to be here anymore.
As of today, I am declaring that my life suuuuuuucks and needs to change. (it was actually liiiiiike a month ago.)
(sweet. theres a fucking bullet-button).

• I have 0 friends that I regularly hang out with.
• I have 12 months left on my apartment lease.
• I owe like 5500$ (atleast) ( Read more... )

talking about progression, recession, the absolute destination of our actions is somehow all the same. and, while i have the attention of everyone, let it be known that as these trillions upon trillions of molecules are bound together to form our bodies, this love i feel for each of you is much more than a chemical obsession. and a thousand years ( Read more... )

a lot of good things happened today, but, i'd say the bad outweighs the good by atleast 200 to 1 ( Read more... )

in the words of a decent poet, i believe John Donne- "Oh, my America ( Read more... )

i dont have my cell/car/shoes/wallet

sooo i'm not going anywhere these holidays, or talking to anyone. sorry!

call the house if you want/can 361-937-9645

did i mention i dont have phone numbers memorized either?
yeah. this sucks pretty hardcore.

so, happy holidays.

i'm going to try to not feel bad about this, and be optimistic. noone's to blame ( Read more... )

this is the most shitty realisation i have ever had. i just want to sleep through the next year of my life.