knowing many, loving none

[die_in_her_arms]

after spending four weeks in environments that in no way reflect reality, returning to the real world can be disappointing. it's reassuring that you can leave and when you come back your whole world hasn't been turned upside down. but, in other ways, the complete lack of change is depressing; it makes you realize why you left in the first place.

Comments

[tokenbuckwheat]

even so, its wicked nice to have you home again.
and on the Awesome Test, i'd say this entry gets an A+.

-lorraine

[die_in_her_arms]

i'd say lorraine get's a A+ times infinity PLUS ONE on my awesome test

[cherrystreet021]

i know exactly how you feel. but i think that your wrong. yur not the only one thats changed, i think everyone has....and nothing is certainly solid nemore, at all. maybe for some but def not for me. and a lot of the time i feel as though ive made a lot of it change. and i feel as though im spinning out of control but i lok down and the ground isnt moving, you ever get that feeling? in terms of friends i also feel as though i have very few true ones left, but i dont know which ones they are. its so confusing i just wanna go back to eight grade and start my life over.

[die_in_her_arms]

well you have us...you'll always have us

[cherrystreet021]

see new post....

[taintedquill]

deep. keep rawkin johnny boy. i mucha gusta your photographias.
je t'aime!

[rentismygod]

i believe we've had this conversation..that entry made me happy.., in a sad i completely understand sortof way.
we need to hang out more often.., the other night was really fun
love love love,
margaret

[die_in_her_arms]

we do, and yes it was, in a molestation/taco bell/"do you know any good gay bars?" kind of way

[nosexforneal]

and so when your journey takes you to,
the places that may be lost the most,
just smile on and step into,
the sunny ghosting glare,
for you will live until the end,
when your memories fade in bloom

[die_in_her_arms]

i hope you don't think i'm a stalker, i happened to stumble across your journal through simone's, i was just wowed by your literary talent. bravo, neal.

[nosexforneal]

haha thank you. i don't mind and i actually backtracked to find you so meh...ur good.