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Things are finally looking up!
So I finally got a job, doing over night at toys r us! haha ( Read more... ) -
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I'm so confused
How can I feel what I do?
in only 4 days?
I dont even know why, or how.
But I do know that there will always be that what if
because now what could have maybe possibly been is gone
litterally.physically.emotionally
aye
idk what to do with myself
i really dont -
insomnia
3 am
cant sleep
cant think
I'm so tired but these things just wont let me sleep
I need alchohol, or sonmething to knock me out for a few good 12 hours
something to help pass the time in this pointless exhistance.
god please someone or something give me some sort of purpose -
moving
lets make it short and bitter ( Read more... ) -
HAHAHAHA AT PATHETIC EX BF SHIT
I love the fact that my ex bf hits on 16 yr old girls and and ugly, boring women. He honestly is one of the biggest liars ive ever met. now i see this. He goes for boring, carbon copy, generic looking girls. I'm the only girl hes ever dated that was'nt. He said its becasue those are the only girls that were attracted to him. HA. more like those are ( Read more... ) -
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I've decided I need something to live for. Maybe thats whats adding to my constant pointless misery. The occassional fun I have just does'nt cut it. God im just so hungry for a purpose.I need a reason to live..something to believe in..i mean..i believe in many things..of course..but nothibg to live for. I need to live for something..i need to live ( Read more... ) -
cant dealcantdealcantdealcantdeal
just love me ( Read more... ) -
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I wrote this in my journal yesterday ( Read more... )
