today is megans birthday. the most beautiful lady alive. i am very proud of her for making it this far. i miss her a lot, but i will see her in maybe two weeks. happy birthday megan, i love you.

i just passed another kidney stone

i don't really know what my problem has been lately. things have just been pretty disappointing. maybe things havent really been disappointing, but i am just disappointed in a lot of things. i dont know. i guess i am just down or something. i got to spend a few hours with megan last night, which was very good. i miss her a lot. not being able to go ( Read more... )

so i just passed my kidney stone. i hope that none of you ever feel the brutality i just felt.

( BUT I TOTALLY FUCKING SCANNED THE THING, LOOK AT IT )

smoke drugs

breakdowns fueled by breakdowns

tonight. myself and the most important woman in my life are getting tattooed, and having a wonderful dinner.

this speaking what i feel thing isn't satisfying anymore. i think a reproach to not talking is in the cards

daniel davis is twenty, happy birthday dan

i have a dream about something a lot. sometimes i fight back. sometimes i can't move. it's always violent. always a fucking attack. i have empty lungs when i wake up. it's been a year. my body knows exactly what happened but my head hasn't straightened it out. it still scares me so fucking bad.