Gone

[dieing_phoenix]

Its all gone, all of it, there isn't any left.i'm broken, i was shattered to a million pieces. my motivation, goals, desires, and my will to live, they are all gone, i don't know why i do anything any more, i no longer live life, i don't want to, i don't want to live or die, just not exist. if breathing wasn't programed into my subconscious, i

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[anonymous]

damn.. only word to describe. now all i can say is do what the f you want all the time somewhere along the road atleast one thing shall happen that will turn things around even if it only last a second.

becca

[carminesky]

I'm sorry Matt, I wished you would have passed. To tell you the truth, without my dad screaming and expecting the best out of me, I probably would have dropped out of High School and given up. And my GPA is probably low as hell from all the classes I did fail. But I don't know what else to say. I wish you the best, and maybe the world will stop fucking you over one day. I hope so.

[xfalsebeautyxx]

You wont die in this world a mad-man. I wont let it happen! You will finish school with the brains and talent you have and you will make it out, sooner or later. I wont let your life end with anger and hate. I wont! You are a man and you will be a man full of happiness one day. Even if I have to make you fake it. Fake happiness will keep you sane until I find some way to make you better.

In which I will, damnit. I love you Matt.

[loveishurt]

i know it's easier said than done, but life goes on. you know? like you just have to look at the situation and just say ...okay, this is what i have to deal with and fix..and do it. it sucks, i know..and i wish i wish i wish i wish i could change it. i would give up anything to have you at graduation tomorrow. i would even give my favorite pair of heels :-[ haha...AND THAT'S A BIG THING FOR ME! ;) but seriously, even though this happened to you, you will be successful in all that you do and just say a big FUCK YOU to whoever failed you. you're smarter than half of the people that did pass in that class- i'm sure of. but anyway, just be strong like i know you are and like i know you can and hold your head up high and just try to put all of this behind you.

[pixiefloors]

I'm sorry...

I'm not sure what I could say that would cheer you up or change anything...

But you haven't failed me, and I doubt you ever will. All I can say is to not give up, no matter how hard or impossible something seems...

I love you