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so my car went crazy today and started to smoke. took it to the shop, luckily it was only some little thing that only is going to cost 80 bucks. and than its running great again. i went by the health club with my mom and got my membership there. 89 bucks, plus i got a personal trainer which is 30 bucks an hour!!! i told my mom was crazy for letting ( Read more... )

so patrick finally called me last night and we are all good now. he didnt really make sense why he hasnt been calling me, but im pretty sure, from what i got out of it, its the whole he was mad because i was dating josh, so he wanted to have a break from me. which he should have just talked to me about it. and he was getting mad i would never hang ( Read more... )

my heart is crushed. what do i do without you. i dont even understand whats going on...

so i was sent a really cool email from a streetteam im on and i find it really cool. so if your into the election and all that check it out.http://www.punkvoter.com/ecards/thecause/

ok march 20th we are having another big party at my house, if u came last year. it kicked some ass. this year is suppose to be better, we are more perpared for things and such. here is the info though...( more info )

last night was a lot of fun until the end of the night. than it just flat out sucked. im getting so depressed now. but yet again im so happy with my life. its just my past it really gets to me. i dont know why i let certain things into my life that only destroy me and pull me back down like they did last night. im just a walking zombie now and cant ( Read more... )

ok all that stuff i said about doug below. so MOTHER FUCKING ERASE THAT! man screw that kid. i just got finished talking to one of my friends and i said something about doug. and he was like man everyone wants to kick his ass including me. i was like why and he said that he had hit his ex g.f. i guess while they were together, i dont know. but yeah ( Read more... )

ok here goes, i have to let some of this out. i cant stop thinking about doug. not in any way do i want to get back with him, because i know for sure it wouldnt ever work out. unless i changed who i am completly. he treated me like i was his world, like seriously he would do anything for me. the relationship just didnt work, he hated that i drank, ( Read more... )

june 20, 2003 my bestfriend,boyfriend on and off for a little over 3 years died. his name was jamie meier. i had met him through a friend when he was working at tcim. he had just turnend 19. i had gotten his number that day for one because i thought he was a hottie, and because i needed pills. i went over to his house that night and we had stayed ( Read more... )