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My ex-best friend Jessica and I had nicknames for each other, I was Lorayray and she was Jessessica, we were Secret Lovers. I don't know what happened to us.... I was reading her journal and she said something like, "I have no Secret Lover. It's been great. I'm demotong you k thanks." Or something like this. I am a little hurt, she was supposed to be my best friend, but I'm not like totally torn over this. I'm not crying, don't feel like crying. I actually, really don't care that we aren't friends anymore. She was a BAD friend. Always making me feel like shit, always pissed at me for something and making me feel like all her problems were my fault. I'm tired of it. I'm glad we aren't friends. =] She doesn't deserve me, and I'm tired of her making me feel like it was I who didn't deserve her. Wow. Boy was I stupid to ever believe that."