heyy girl. im not going through anything that people havnt dealt with before. im hanging in there. i have my up days and down days. its just nuts. but i shall call u if i need you darlin. thank you.
hey hun - i know how you're feeling. You were always there for me when I went through all my things like this too. You can't control how your heart feels, and who it wants to love. But I know you're hurting and feeling betrayed, and just in shock like "how could the one person I would have trusted with my life, and the person i LEAST expected to hurt me has done so" You just don't know what to do. I can relate entirely. Just want you to know that things may be hard now, and maybe what you need to do is keep things simple. Don't complicate it all by trying to analyse what you think will be best to do. Let your heart decide. If it wants to be with him, go for it. I think everyone deserves a second chance. But if your heart doesn't want to be with him... don't convince yourself you do. Give it time. Maybe you'd be more comfortable working your friendship back up, and then maybe after you get things straightened out with the army you try it again. Hope this helps hun. Hang in there. Let me know if you need anything. <33
steph wow i really really appreciate that. as dumb as it sounds when i was first going through all this i was thinking of calling you. because i wanted to talk to someone who i knew went through something similar, and you were one of the first people to come to mind. and i think i am gonna take you advice and keep it uncomplicated. thats what i normally do, but for some reason i didnt think i could do that with him. but im slowly prooving myself wrong. theres just so much running through my mind all the time, and i know u understand what thats like too. thanks for the comment...and i will definately hit u up if i need something.
Hey hun, no thanks needed. It was the least I could do for all you've ever helped me with. And i know saying "don't complicate things" is a lot easier to do than actually doing it. Believe me, i know. But that's what I've always done wrong. It's like this - if you wanna kiss him, then do it. If you don't want to, then don't. My problem is I was always the one saying, oh no, if i kiss him, hes going to think this, and then this will happen, and then by next month we won't even be talking. So whether it's kissing or whatever - don't think it through like that. It only screws things up and makes you act out of character. And that's not the person they love, and then everything gets screwed up. I hope that makes some sense at least. haha learn from my mistakes!!! I made them for the good of womankind. lol. Alright girl - you hang in there, and never ever hesitate to call or stop by or whatever. I'm here - always have been, always will be... just always. <3 love
hey girl..wow i dont think youve ever been as right as you are now.lol. what u said about acting out of character..it really does make things worse b.c thats NOT the kind of person he fell in love with..your right..and i think thats been half of my problem when weve been hanging out and talking. i think he saw the wrong side of me when i let things be different..and in the end your right, it could be a bad thing.next time were together, im going to be myself and not let things get in the way..and hopefully it wont be as rough and dramatic as its been. thaaaanks yet again. haha u always give good advice. especially on relationships. ur the right person to turn to. im so inexperienced when it comes to this emotional stuff lol. ive always been the hadcore one, and this is creeping into my soft side haha. ill def give u a call sometime. we shall chill. <33Jessica
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wow i really really appreciate that. as dumb as it sounds when i was first going through all this i was thinking of calling you. because i wanted to talk to someone who i knew went through something similar, and you were one of the first people to come to mind. and i think i am gonna take you advice and keep it uncomplicated. thats what i normally do, but for some reason i didnt think i could do that with him. but im slowly prooving myself wrong. theres just so much running through my mind all the time, and i know u understand what thats like too. thanks for the comment...and i will definately hit u up if i need something.
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