i had a pretty fun and crazy weekend.
and most of it was with bri. so that made me happy.

we drove to the avenged sevenfold show last night.
so fucking amazing. we had an orgy with jen/eric/sam.
and then saw leanne!<3 and matt baker<3<3<3 [he was the hottest boy there, yep] it was so much fun. bri and i lost
our voices. and experienced MULTIPLE ( Read more... )

i am not trying to sound cocky, nor put myself down.
but when i looked in the mirror today i thought [in societies standards]:
"if i were anorexically skinny, i would be beautiful"

JESUS your all this heart is living for

tonite is going to be amazing

okay. so here it goes. i am sick of who i am ( Read more... )

i cant remember the last time bri and i were happy ( Read more... )

bri and i when to a beautiful park today.
we promised we would go back.
when we find one boy each, special enough to share it with.
it over looked the beach and sunset.
we picked up adrian<3 and ben
and had fun.

i miss school. i need to go. <3

i cried today. thanks for listening to me..
oh and i had an amazing convo with bryan may. thanks cousin

today bri and i organized my makeup.
wow it felt great to go through everything.
we went to lunch. saw a super hot boy from hs.
we saw the passions of christOMG. we both broke down. we held eachother ( Read more... )

today was the scariest day of my life.
enough said.

bri i love you more than life.
if i ever lost you.
you know i wouldn't survive more than a minute.

please realize things happen for a reason.
and that we are LUCKY to be alive.
i love you.

[dont ask please]

oh, i love you all. please dont ever forget that. NO MATTER what happens. promise?

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so i filled out this really naughty survey. i would post it, but i dont want everyone knowing this stuff. i'll send you the survey if you want to fill it out and read my answers:)
im me: tearsfadenheavem
<3jess

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