tonight was the night to start over.. no more bullshit... im finaly happy. i made it thro the most shitty part of my life ... im so happy tonight

i guess im breathing without oxygen

i dont even want to acknowledge the fact that shes dying and the fact that i dont even kno what the last thing i said to her was...i cant even say bye

I'm stuck between two places... not even the two towns i know... you tell them the same things you have told me... u kiss them the same way... I'm not the same ne more but i thought it was better...i guess i thought i was better.. i'm trying to please everyone and i cant ne more....i dunno

realising what I should have done when its way to late sucks.... what can I do? I hate myself right now, I hate the fucking pictures next to my bed that don't mean shit anymore...this shouldn't be hard ne more. Ive run out of things to say and I cant make you smile ne more so I give up on this

tonight was a bad one....... i miss you more than ever, and i never knew the meaning of bitter sweet before now. i'm in a new place and i like the new people i hang out with but your always int he back of my mind so it feels like i canr put all of myself into something because i feel like i'm missing out on the best thing thats ever happend.... ( Read more... )

I havn't drawn or painted all semester...I havn't felt like it and I don't know why. It scares me, I don't want to stop painting, but how can I if i never feel like. The whole reason i dropped out of my art class was to do it on my own, because its retarded to have a teacher correct something that you put yourself into, now i'm not even doing it ( Read more... )

I had a dream that i was in my high school and i was walking in the hall wearing almost nothing, I kept trying to cover myself up and I couldn't, the school was not really my high school but it felt like it. I was trying to hide myself and i couldn't and i kept thinking what if someone sees me like this? what the fuck am i going to do? I started ( Read more... )

I knew we were going to crash but we drove anyway....

Person 1: I love this song turn it up
Person 2: yea this song is really good!
(both rock out for a few minutes)

Another person gets into the car

Person 2: hey whats up dude
Person 3: what the fuck are you listening to, god emo shit sucks
Person 2: yea i know lets turn it off