on thursday i think of last week my dog went into surgery to get tumors removed. she has a 10" cut behind her front left leg and then about a 7" cut behind that. and to top it off, another cut around her right eye. i have to say, the emo side of me came out ( Read more... )

i just got back from the movies with sukhi and some other friends. in the movie i fell asleep with my head on her shoulder/chest while i was holding her... but i think my hands probably fell in the snoaring process. anyways, i never felt so comfortable and safe in my life. its like if there was one place in the world i need to turn to it will ( Read more... )

i can now say fuck what you have and have something to back it up ( Read more... )

my 4th is basically fucked, my plans with jon got fucked up when it turned out my mom didn't want to pick me up. and sukhi is down at tempe town lake with her friend. so i'm sitting at home with no one and nothing to do. firworks are lame, just like you. im feeling alone again and getting the impression nobody people loves me. they might say they ( Read more... )

it's funny when people say they'll be there for you when you need them, but when you need them, all you have is yourself. nobody is there when you need them, and if they are there, it's when they want something from you...it feels great ( Read more... )

I think a lot of people have the distinct impression that they can toy with my life and do whatever the fuck they want with it. As if they know that they have the biggest impact on my life, and lately the ones who know that, are the ones toying with my life...and it's getting old. I'm getting sick of people telling me what not to do and what to do ( Read more... )

i worked today... in mud ( Read more... )

Maybe, today isn't special.
Maybe, it isn't grand.
I thought this ment something?
I must of been wrong.
Its just like any other.

i keep doing things wrong, well at least i think im doing things wrong, when really its not me.

i have put a new lay-out for my lj...thanks to sukhi. but having a technical difficulty in my post's being narrow. still working on it. coming soon...