Oh .. I know I'm digging my own grave...
filling it with water to bury myself alive to drown..
haha..
BRINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IT world.

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I had to be DD last night.
I actually lived up to the name.
I'm proud of my actions for once.

Remembering you helps me survive....

hold me down. God.
I got a plan.

That knife you hold in my back will never be enough to stop me from finishing.

So yesterday was my first practice assisting the gal's varsity team.
I spent most the time with the goalie teaching her...(weird I would be, because I've never really played goalie)
She learned a lot of basics that she had problems with before..

Today, they had a game against their "rival".. like airport vs. jefferson...
And we won 2-1 with 2:03 left!!
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I get to be the assistant coach for the Girl's Varsity team at my school..

I'm stealing your dreams..

Kill the Encore - A letter

The scars are coming back. A life I never knew. The days are numbered darlin‘. Fading away from you. Your lifeless beauty.. a loss in letters.. The long life lesson ruined together. Fate cannot bleed. There was a place. A place to forget… a lost cause pending…the last two regrets. Take what you need. Take Me. Why must ( Read more... )

The only thing I care about is knowing how many people and who all showed up to my funeral....
who gave speeches...who cried...
to see who was fake...who was real...
and I will never get to know.