Im just sitting here thinking, which unfortunately is a bad thing right now. At the moment im just waiting for mike to come so i can say goodbye to him. :( I know im not going to be able to. For the first year he wont be greating me at my locker on the first day of school, and i wont get to hear him screaming in the middle of the cheering ( Read more... )

a little bit of a change from the last entry. Im happy like really really happy!! i really want to feel this way for a while, and hopefully i do. Just thought some of you would like to know. ;)

<3 lauren

Last night was amazing but once again it feels like my life is falling apart again. I hate this!!!!!! :(  Why cant things just work out....its sucks so much! I dont know what to do anymore and i hate the way that i feel.  Im pretty much just sucking at life right now :/

Today was really unusual. Today at work i cut myself twice, thats right not once but twice. I fell and hurt my wrist but somehow im still in a pretty good mood. Captain's practice last night went well, camp again next week, birthday a week from sunday and then school in about 2 weeks. :/ Im waiting for kara to come because i am finally haning ( Read more... )

Im back from the cape. It was nice to be away for a few days, i feel so much happier than i was before i left. And it is now august ( Read more... )

So today i am going down to the cape for a family clambake thing. However, i am staying there till tuesday with my grandmother and family from baltimore and i will have my car!(Thank God) So if you would like to talk calls would be greatly appreciated!!! ;) Ill see everyone when i get back.

<3 lauren

So i had cheering camp today which went extremely well. We are doing sooooooo well considering how we only have one stunt group that is the same from last year. I decided to go on a DQ run for lunch and got some of the girls blizzards (lisa and christine youll get yours :p) Other then that nothing exciting has happened. I visited Endicott and ( Read more... )

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<3 lauren

Things are slowly getting better which makes me extrememly happy. I got a chance to talk to Tracy today which was great because we have been having an extreme game of phone tag lately. haha. She always gives me words of advice and stresses that things will work out, which i really needed. Other than that nothing much. I miss everyone and they ( Read more... )

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So apparently this is my color. I'm not really sure if i agree with it, but whatever..hahaha