i think i really messed up with kent today. i've been trying harder to sit back, sleep on, the 'dirty' emotions, of irritation, frustration, anger... to hopefully let them subside. we attempted to talk about them today. and my anger, irritation, and issue of down talking came out. that negative dirty side of myself that i dislike so much... and i know that those thoughts don't relate directly to what you wrote here. but reading this made me cry more anyways.
i guess i believe there is always something to ascend too. we just forget sometimes, because of everything else that can preoccupy our time.
I, myself, prefer to live in your first paragraph. Which is why I will probably forever feel/be I, myself. Even when I am together.
It's probably way too perfect and cliche to say that I am afraid of heights. I wish I could climb with wild abandon. So I just sit at the bottom of the mountains and cry. Ha, Totally kidding on that one.
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i guess i believe there is always something to ascend too. we just forget sometimes, because of everything else that can preoccupy our time.
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I, myself, prefer to live in your first paragraph. Which is why I will probably forever feel/be I, myself. Even when I am together.
It's probably way too perfect and cliche to say that I am afraid of heights. I wish I could climb with wild abandon. So I just sit at the bottom of the mountains and cry. Ha, Totally kidding on that one.
I just sit at the bottom and make jokes.
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