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[digidrama]

I just got up. I had a rough sleep... not sure why, I had a very interesting dream- but I was constantly needing to move in my sleep. My stomach was tight this morning- still is. My legs hurt for some reason... I don't know, maybe it was from walking a few days ago

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[ruffledviolet]

i couldn't really sleep either! cause my legs also hurt. a lot. i also kept waking up thinking that i've been eating too much and i need to go out and exercise. at 3 in the morning

[digidrama]

haha no it's not that long really :P
thanks for the help.

I think my head overcomes the writing it down, because I try t plan- but that "feeds" my anorexia to no end- and then I end up in the hospital, so I'm trying to "wing it", even though winging it doesn't work either. I've accepted i'm at that point where I can't take care of myself anymore... and sadly my boyfriend/family have to deal with that fact.

[ruffledviolet]

yeah i can understand that - thats why sometimes i need the minimum thing. i tend to not eat or eat too much. so i'm trying to balance it. fruits and veggies = :)
i don't feel to bad when i binge on them. and they're the easiest thing to eat when i really don't want to, but know i should eat something.