since last sunday ive smoked around 13 packs of cigarettes.

this is the worst i have ever smoked in my life. my lungs are obviously feeling like shit and i cant take really deep breaths. im thinking i gotta seriously cut back. my friends and i have bought 2 cartons along with the cigarettes we already came with. but being in richmond around this ( Read more... )

for class we've been shooting studio-sets and model photography


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last night was fucking awsome. nikita, lars and the russian girl came to the show and the pit was great. got my jaw knocked out of pplace, put it back in place, pretty bruised up but it was so fucking worth it ( Read more... )

so second session turns out were staying at the VCU dorms. so its not as bad as first session. the girls here are fucking awsome. things are decent. my counselor is the shit and lets us leave, smoke, and fuck around when ever. ive been here since sunday of last week and so far ive smoked like 7 packs of cigarettes. my counselour just bought me 2 ( Read more... )

so week one at bad kids camp is almost over ( Read more... )

speaking of fucking Philadelphia....

Philadelphia, PA -

FESTIVAL PIER

starts at 12 pm
28.00 adv
32.00 @ door

Lamb of God
Clutch
Opeth
Poison the Well
From Autumn to Ashes
Chimaira
Gwar
Norma Jean
Every Time I Die
Strapping Young Lad
Throwdown
High on Fire
All That Remains
DevilDriver
A Life Once Lost
The Red Chord
Full Blown Chaos

thoughts in progress:

this fucking cat sheds like crazy :spit cat hair off tounge....:

vocabulary/english finals are mean. especially if you dont pay attention for i dont know, the YEAR

pink floyd is amazing.

thats pretty much it

HAPPY

FUCKING

BIRTHDAY

LARS!!!!!!

this summer im moving to richmond. not my family, just me. for the first 3 weeks im taking classes at VCU. for the rest of the summer im living with my cousin mercedes and her family and working at their restraunt i guess. once school starts my dad wants me to live in an "alternative house" that mercedes recomended. so im not sure whats going on. ( Read more... )

suicide is the simlicity, but i want my slow self destruction. allowing myself personal decay.

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