aren't i allowed to be in an extremely bad mood without my sister coming in every hour to wake me up and start jumping around and screaming?

i guess not. because then i got up and beat the shit out of her.

well, i tried until mom made me stop.

i can't handle this right now.

is it bad that whenever i pick up a full can of soda i get really happy? i think i may be ridiculously addicted to caffeine. also, i seem to be getting really upset about the smallest things lately. i'm highly irritable right now i don't know why. i hope that on my report card i do as well as on my progress report. that should bring my cumulative ( Read more... )

road test sunday at 10:45 am.

tres nervy.

buttload of homework.

today was good...

my birthday is in a week.... BLEH

today was julia's birthday ( Read more... )

I get the impression that i can't meet anyone's expectations, yet i have high expectations of my own. maybe i should just live my life in hesitation and cynicism and then i can just be astonished every now and again.

at times like these i just feel hollow and worthless.

chinese food is possibly the best food in the world. it never gets old.
orgasmica.
and chop sticks are my new best friends.

golden girls is the shit as well.

i've had nothing really to write about lately but i can't find anything better to do.

-jillian frances

i'm throwing in the towel. after much defense, i am willing to just come out and say it.

elijah is gay.

at the oscars he commented on maria's dress and designer and didn't even look at her boobs once... which were bulging out.
he's 23 and single. i should have known better.
eh his american accent is obnoxious anyway.

today was semi tolerable.

it consisted of wanting to gun down thompson or just myself, attempting to assemble my piece better, silent treatments with erik, spilled coffee, dissection of owl pellets, really foul plans with eric finegood, and unbelievably filthy looks my way in the cafeteria.

i need to nourish my fat ass NOW.

today was beyond words.