After reading a friends post on livejournal, I wanted to comment on a trend that I've been thinking about for a while ( Read more... )

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I've stayed up since I couldn't sleep and worked on flash stuff. I really love flash, I only wish I could know more things about it quicker, and do things better. I'm getting the hierarchy stuff down pat, so things are getting interesting. My ActionScript book is still mandatory to get through the actionscripting stuff I want to do though. Can't ( Read more... )

I like it, but hate it.
Crave it, yet loathe it.
Dread, yet look forward to.

Avoid, yet pursue.
Fall victim to, but sometimes conquer.
A constant battle, for an inconsistent peace.
And Caffeine? A friend, companion, yet traitor.

Disorienting, yet calming.
Restfull yet turbulent.
Lengthy, yet, never enough.

The cycle, never ending...
but ever

So we turn off the gas for the heat last week cause the weather has been terrific, and of course winter decides that it's not done yet. Lows in the lower 30s all this week in Carbondale, and we're freezing. My space heater does alright, but it's going 24/7. We'll barely save money at that rate.

wait, are polls only in the paid version?

Who the hell am I? I am looking at the stuff I've done and I am in a moment that I really can't explain. I run a site called lifeofageek? When did I start being like this? When did I decide that movie making was a hobby? What the hell is going on, and how in the living fuck did I get here? I live in Carbondale??? How in the world? This is my life?

I wish I could take about 3 or 4 days to really clean and organize my life. *sigh*

I want to put myself up for adoption, even at 22! Some days parents can frustrate you so and you're grown.

HEY UNIVERSE
*FLIPS OFF*

So you really feel like shitting on me this week, eh? Well fuck you, I don't play those games.