im almost done with a part of my life that i've been running from for so long. but in retrospect i've been running from me all my life; always trying to be older, more mature, and move on to bigger and better things...some before i was ready and others after. not that i really regret any of it (well,ok a little), but i just think its an ( Read more... )

its funny how meaning nothing can mean so much. i was mistaken...it was my fault and i shouldve known better. brushing off every single thing that i heard probably wasnt the best idea, but it is done and so am i. the rest of my life is waiting for me and i know who will be there...and who's always been there. no hard feelings, ita not worth it ( Read more... )

she couldn't make it cause her tire flew off of her car somewhere around madison ( Read more... )

pvd was the shit. it sucked that i was sick, but whatever. stina and i were the hottest chicks in the place (other than angie and chelsea and this cute ass asian girl) so it boosted my ego a little. if only all the girls in the world were as ugly and tacky as the girls at the show...sigh...but it is not so ( Read more... )

so it kinda sucks that paul van dyk is on sunday, but it could be a good thing too. cause maybe all the retarded ass people that usually show up to these events wont. that would be too great, but watever. i see through people anyways, so i suppose it really doesnt matter either way ( Read more... )

to those of you who would like to come, my senior recital is on May 2nd @ 2:00pm at St. Sebastian Church, 5400 W. Washington Blvd.

we got a little black baby girl. she is 1 month old and 7 pounds. and she totally looks like she could be mine and josh's kid. i love babies

ANNE IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I SUPPOSE I SHOULD GET OFF THE COMPUTER NOW SO I CAN GO KICK IT WITH HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM RETARDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

arggg. i wish i had a plan...i mean a real one. i got as far as this: got to Mt Mary and major in fashion design. yeah, unfortunately thats like saying "move to hollywood and become a celebrity." the chances are one in a million that i could actually make a decent career by being a designer. o well. i will be making most of my summer wardrobe ( Read more... )

rar...im sitting in school and it sucks