wow..........i need to open my ears and watch my tongue. i voiced what i thought, i dont mind that. but what got me was i put words in someones mouth and made it so i thought i was right. im not usually somone that sees themself as wrong or takes back what i say, and thats a fault of mine, a huge one. im so sorry, i dont know what else i can say. ( Read more... )

ive finally realized how happy i am,i knew it before but just im sure of it now. im so happy now. i got great friends, an amazing gf, a great church and then the mission trip is tomorrow. well tonite me and amanda went to el paso, rented a movie, actually watched it......well most of it(haha sorry tyler and nate) then watched the stars outside, it ( Read more... )

work everyday isnt so bad and its nice to have money for once. its the workn at nite at fridays that makes me wanna give up on life and give into my life long fantasy..........pimp/man whore. why not get paid for what i did so well about a year ok haha. seriously, they get paid well, get laid well, and well there just plain cool. who messes with a ( Read more... )

haha the word.........dont be scared of it, i promise it will mean something ( Read more... )

worked 2 jobs today, let me tell u it sucks, but its nice to have money for once so i can get down with that. worked till 9 tonite then stopped by amandas. so i drove about half an hour outta my way to go see her for about 20 mins, she owes me.tomorrow work, hang out with amanda, the y for vball....my game, and wings with tyler molly and amanda. i ( Read more... )

speechless. i was actually speechless tonite from her. i drove her all the way home and even all the way to her door without saying a word. i didnt know what to say. i had nvr felt that and i didnt know what it was so i didnt say anything. and i was content with that. i gotta try and see if i can stop by and see her tomorrow, even if its only for a ( Read more... )

how do i describe this feeling. i cant because i have nvr felt it before. from what happened to tonite i think im falln.......fast. ahhhh. how? why? when? i dont know. what is going through my head right now is amazing. i have nvr been happier. i cant even describe it. i dont know how.

i never thought it could hit me this hard. the way i feel is incredible. days i see her are amazing. it doesnt matter what we r doing. riding around in the car just holdn her hand, doing manual labor for her cheap ass, or my favorite, layn under the stars with her arms around me, that feeling is what ive been missn for so long. no random girl at a ( Read more... )

well today i mowed the lawn....at rickys house, even though my parents have trouble making me do it at my own house, i guess i had to earh my stay. then i had to work from 5 to 9. so now i dont have to work till sat morning so im pretty happy about that one. somone came in to see me, just for about a minute and that meant the world to me. she drove ( Read more... )

so today i was at her house 3 different times, sweet lord thats alot. i became a taxi today, and no i dont mind. i am still looking for a car i really need to get on that. tonite was good. i passed the house test, whatever the hell that means. she passed the time not bored with her after like 5 weeks test......strange for me. had fun she opened up ( Read more... )