Night Seven: May 26, 2009

I took an atavan from a girl I know, just to see what it would do. We dispense them at work, and people can get pretty loopy. It didn’t really do much. I mean, it may have kept me from freaking out over something that might usually get to me, but I don’t know. Other than that, I didn’t medicate. Instead I found myself ( Read more... )

Night Six: May 25, 2009

This is the third night I’ve self-medicated since starting this, which is probably a sign. But the thing with the pills is that I wanted them on a whim. I knew I could have them prescribed, but now that I have them… taking them is like admitting I need them. Somebody actually believes that my life could be made better by ( Read more... )

Night Four: May 23, 2009

I thought about taking a couple of pills tonight, just because I was feeling silly and wanted to be intoxicated somehow. Ended up not-it’s kind of like when I quit drinking, I’m not sure what the safety zone is as far as proving myself. One week without a drink is not enough. A month works… so do I need to go past one ( Read more... )

Night Three: May 22, 2009

Oh god fuck one hundred words. I spent this evening writing a 3000+ word story, and I’ll be damned if it wasn’t fanfic. And if I’m not a little proud but also embarrassed. Because the truth is, if you can halfway write, fanfic is your ticket to instant praise and acclaim. The story did nothing but flesh out one sex-free ( Read more... )

Night One: May 20, 2009 ( Read more... )

Have I really not posted since September? Whoops. Well, I'm doing my 2008 Retrospective post a full day before I did my last one. It was spurred on by half an hour of going through facebook photos of myself and asking, "Who *is* that girl?"

I mean, really? Yikes. 2008 was chaotic but monumental. Love you folks.

Oh shit guys, I became a blogger today.

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So, I know I've been highly critical, at least in instant messages with some of you, about various headlines I see that are just, well, poorly chosen.

I have to fully support, however, the choice of the title "Out There" for the New York Times article featuring this picture:


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Dyed my hair last night, but I'd forgotten how easily my hair picks up red, so instead of being dark brown with red tints, it's a dark red-almost-purplish with brown tints. Kinda sexy and dramatic, I think. May need to find the permanent version of this colour ( Read more... )