I have a problem and have no idea how to even go about fixing it. the person i have the problem with i can't tell because they wouldn't understand. and who is causing it i really can't tell because that would just cause horrible things to happen and make life unlivable. and i wish i knew what to do or how to go about it instead of just feeling ( Read more... )

No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

am i to lost to be saved?

so after wakin up and gettin ready he arrived at 5 to take me out. he was so cute he had roses and he looked so good he did his hair all nice and was all dressed up mm so hot and then driving he was nervous cuz he wanted to make sure it was perfect and wanted to make sure i loved it. now i had no idea where we were goin so i was guessin until we ( Read more... )

ok so im tryin to go run errands and i get as far as my car cuz as soon as i look inside i see that some FUCKIN BASTARD has broken in and stolen my stereo and all my CDs!!! they freakin tore off the entire console thing and its all over the place and wire and shit and of course im all emotional and shit right now anyways i just start crying cuz i ( Read more... )

This weekend has been AWESOME!!! The superbowl ROCKED, we had an awesome party!!! This week is lookin to be a good one followed by another awesome weekend, cuz my roomate will be gone! Hell yeah! I love life right now!!!

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I GOT IN!!!! IM GOIN TO AUSTRALIA!!!!!! OH YEAH!!! FOUR MONTHS DOWN UNDER WITH THE AUSSIES!! WOOHOO!!!!

ok so these last two days have been amazing more fun then i have had in a really long time and it is going to be ruined my freakin school tomorrow seriously that gets in the way not cool if everyday was like yesterday life would be wonderful we woke up late went and got bjs mm pizookie oh yeah then chilled in the room and then movie with whit and ( Read more... )

so i was all excited packed and everything ready to get out of the house take a nice trip before school started again but then no let down and it was cancelled which it wasnt his fault he cant help that he got sick and actually he said he would still go but i said no dont want him to be any sicker than he is plus ill be back up in less than a week ( Read more... )

new years was awesome i headed up to simi valley and camarillo i planned on staying one night which turned into three whoops the last night wasnt my fault though it was crazy i was pulling out of the parking lot and run over something so i stop and it was a freakin stiletto heel that punctured my tire and made it flat in like 5 secs so i was stuck ( Read more... )