I would like to stab something.

Something like a human....Something that will scream....

fuck you all.

hehe...I'm somebody's baby now....I like that feeling....too bad for all you fuckers that missed out!

Vanity sucks.

finally seeing who people are after so long.....yeah that sucks a lot too....I hate you all.

Today is Matt and Dustin's birthday.....

Tonight should be major fun.

I like money. You people should give me some...it would be cool.

I fucking hate this feeling....what the hell is wrong with me...I like can not chill out at all..this has never happened before ( Read more... )

ya know those people that make you want to ouke and gouge out your eyes at the same time??? yeah I hope they burn in hell ( Read more... )

I am sick of waiting. But I can't break a promise...even if it might be worth it...ugh ( Read more... )

I HAVE A NEPHEW! yeah I know...I'm an aunt! well ok kinda....not liek literally....not even as much as I will be to Beckys baby but that doesn't mean I don't love tha lil fucker enough to be his aunt ( Read more... )

I seriously am so sick of this.

I hate happy people. I am sick of seeing pictures and hearing stories and just constantly being around happy couples....YOU MAKE ME WANT TO PUKE!

I quit.

Fuck this...

I don't want to be happy again....not if it means I'm going to act like an idiot....oh wait...I do that neways...*shoots self in head*

Last night was the most fun I have had in so long....there is a reason Emilie is my best friend....and last is the best example.

I freakin love u Em...

and Bryan was there...along with like 15 billion other people I knew, but I like Bryan. Hes silly.

My lips feel kinda odd today and I blame Dro....

tacobell is defiantly gross.

I realized something I have never had today...my whole life I lied to myself and wouldn't let myself believe I could be this alone....but it is true. But the worst part is knowing that it will never change no matter what I do ( Read more... )