Still No Info From the Coroner

[diluvian]

I was hoping, but not expecting, that there would be a cause of death as it has been two weeks. I called but they had no news yet, but I now learned that the toxicology tests being run was "fairly standard". So now I'm back to wondering if her recent surgery played a role

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[justabi]

*hugs*

[iczerbell]

Ugh. The waiting is hard. But then again, it is scary to think about what the conclusion might be. I know this will sound dumb, but try not to think about it yet. I'm glad you'll have company this weekend.
Thinking of you...
J.

[anonymous]

Dearest Robert,

I know that you want to understand the what and the whys. It's perfectly normal, but the guilt and regret over the shoulds/coulds/maybes are impossible to find answers for. Please don't go there. There is nothing you could have done. I always tell Sarah and Laura not to "borrow problems." Take each day/hour/minute one at a time. Don't try to anticipate or decipher the future, or rehash the past. Get through the here and now. Remember the adage, you have to crawl and walk before you can run. Focus on what you can do right now, and no more than that. Go outside, breathe some fresh air, take a walk around the lake, and take a baby step towards life. I love you and pray for you everyday. XXXOOO Auntie