if i don't answer my phone much, don't get online, forget imporatant events or seem to disappear for a while, it's for a good reason...trust me. and not a good one. i'll be back when the storm has settled a bit ( Read more... )

i hate waiting

at least i am not in modesto heat anymore, but livermore heat isn't all that much better. i should go to alaska. or maybe just seattle. :)

p.s. crinkly things are great.

I could bitch and moan, but truth is I feel pretty good right now. Even the seemingly sad and unpleasant aspects of my life right now are so much more tolerable than they have been in a long time. I feel like my ability to see through people is coming out of hiding and the results are quite wonderful in the end. It may cause a lot of turmoil to get ( Read more... )

ever have someone fuck you over and then try to make you feel like it was your fault?

i saw david bowie on friday night and i am still in disbelief that i actually did. it was fucking incredible. his voice gave me goosebumps perpetually throughout the show. it is so beautiful and powerful. i don't want to say too much because it would seriously sound like i was downplaying it. i felt like a little swooning 13 year old girl and i don ( Read more... )

i just remembered...

i'm going to see david fuckin' bowie on friday!

...all will be ok, kelley.

i'm back from tour, but i haven't really been on the computer much since i have gotten back. i think i am just trying to avoid everything ( Read more... )

hi. i am leaving shortly for tour again. we're going to be on our way through az, nm, and spending some time in texas. i will be more excited about it after i get a nap probably, heh. so...be excellent to eachother. some of you i will miss and some of you i won't...bwahahahaha! i will miss marci the ENTIRE time she will be visiting and that is what ( Read more... )

i'm incredibly depressed once again. i have to do something for myself this time and get the fuck out of here. people and situations around me are not helping at all. i don't even feel like giving these events/people so much as a mention ( Read more... )