Masterlist
Notes: Most titles are not mine (various songs, poems). Also, older cut tags are not mine :) Also, if you're here looking for long, plot-filled pieces, maybe this isn't for you? BUT! If you want commas and vaguely confusing fic I'm told this is the place for you! Enjoy!
Supernatural
Gen:
- Untitled. Oneshot.
Teaser: Sam’s up, towering over him, and all he sees in his brother’s green eyes is fury. “Dude, I didn’t know! The way you’ve been acting lately, I wouldn’t be surprised if you were in fucking la-la land or angsting over dead puppies. How the hell am I supposed to keep track of when you’re with it or fuckin’ playing emo-boy?” He sits up, dirt is pressed into his back, and he shifts his shoulders trying to dislodge his shirt, trying to get away from the wet/cold of it. “If you could just be here I wouldn’t have to do this shit, Sam. Ever think of that?”
- There is in this No Gordian Knot. Coda for Mystery Spot. Oneshot.
Teaser: Sam won't tell him, unless Dean says it first, because he may be cruel and selfish but even he knows where the line is drawn. And to say, you're gonna burn for nothing is way past it.
- Swimming in a Paper Cup. Coda for Shadow. Oneshot.
Teaser: He remembers his dad's face, staring at Dean, eyes locked, and Sam wonders what John thought when he saw the claw marks raked across Dean's skin, messy and red gouges marring his left cheek.
- Down the Line. Set during season 4. Oneshot.
Teaser: He thinks Dean’s trying to outrun something, with his eyes burning holes through the Impala’s windshield and his hands strangling the wheel.
- As the Year is Gone. Post season 4. Oneshot.
Teaser: Dean’s hands on him say at least we’re together; no matter what happens, there’s still two Winchesters left. That used to comfort him. It used to let him breathe easy for a minute or an hour or a day. However long he needed to see him through the case--through research and blood and death.
- Mouths of Decadence. Preseries. DEALS WITH EATING DISORDERS. 'Verse.
Teaser: It’s not surprising, then, that it seems like he spends every hour that isn’t a hunt with his eyes glued to his brother, constantly measuring his breaths and his movements, because it feels like if he doesn’t then he’d lose Sam. Turn to speak to him and have nothing at his side but space and air and silence that he’s never really wanted.
Timestamps:
the fruit of the melancholy tree. Unbeta'd. Sam-POV for selected events in MoD.
Can't Forget the Ills. (written for lavinialavender).
the taste of saints. Added 6/28/10.
the hunger never ends. Sam/Jess. Spoilers for 1.01. Added 7/23/10.
- Mama, We All Go to Hell. Spoilers for season 5. Oneshot.
Teaser: Sam thinks it’s odd that the first thing he notices is how tired Lucifer’s vessel looks.
- Let Us Stop Here. Oneshot. Character death. Outside link. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: He thinks if pain were a color, it'd be blue.
- Crash and Burn. Oneshot. Post-Pilot. Outside link. (thanks to norahy for the new title ;D). Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: In the dim light from the TV, Dean can see Sam's body pressed against the headboard, chest rising and falling, rising and falling. Nothing changes.
- for the ones beneath your skin. Oneshot. Self-harm. Unbeta'd. Written for the sharp_teeth comment meme.
Teaser: It's a humming under his skin, a constant thready pulse that beats along with his heart, and he's known it before. On a case, once, before Stanford. A houseful of ghosts, talking and chanting in the walls, sweeping through the mirrors.
- accidents of faith and nature. Spoilers for Mystery Spot. Oneshot. Written for ohsam's fic meme.
Teaser: They'll get out of Broward County. Put the Mystery Spot in the rearview mirror, and Dean won't stop til Sam can look away, a minute or a second or even just a blink of an eye. Just miles, Dean thinks. That's all it'll take. Miles and they'll be alright.
- between the saint and the villain. Oneshot. Post-Heart. (written for lavinialavender over at ohsam).
Teaser: It's more than the silent screams that echo in his ears, and the dark hairs he took away, caught in his fingers.
- with rail yards and clovers. Oneshot. Post-The End. Graphic imagery. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: When Dean finds him, he's not even Sam anymore. He's clumps of meat strung up in the air. He's blood splattered against the walls (and Dean knows it's his, all his, because it's weird but it smells distinctly Sam). He's already rotting.
Dean says, "Fix him," and it laughs.
- burn. Oneshot. Outside link. Unbeta'd. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: There's nothing he can say to change any of it. He knows that, has known it since they'd dragged Sam back.
- blank remains of disposable men. Oneshot. Outside link. Unbeta'd. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: Life's funny that way, she thinks, and slides her window shut quietly. One smile, strained or easy, sometimes just ain't enough.
- failure to comply. Oneshot. Outside link. Graphic imagery. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: He finally says it, and he's burning up, feeling it in his broken, messy skin. "God, please, Dean. Please, kill me."
- Untitled wee!Chesters. Oneshot. Preseries. Unbeta'd. Added 6/22/10.
Teaser: "Are we friends?"
- untitled rabbit!Dean. Written for mimblexwimble. Oneshot. Post s5. Crack. Added 7/15/10.
Teaser: Dean's...a bunny. Or...Dean's a bunny.
- the thinnest frailties. Preseries. Oneshot. Unbeta'd. Written for lavinialavender. Added 8/01/10.
Teaser: And fine, whatever, Dean's changed diapers, sang lullabies and cleaned up puke at two in the morning. So when he bends down, presses dry lips to the side of Sam's head, above his temple, hair tickling face and mouth, he tells himself he's allowed. He's built up credit. Or, Dean has to pick up the pieces.
- come out the hero. Oneshot. Post season 5. Major character death. Added 08/27/10.
- the poison in the air. Oneshot. Post season 5. ALLUDES TO OFFSCREEN RAPE. Written for whatjuliewrites's prompt at ohsam's comment meme. Added 08/28/10.
- through the hidden door. Oneshot. Post season 5, AU for 6.01. Added 09/27/10.
Teaser: Dean stares, eyebrows down, forehead wrinkled. Sam doesn’t say, I was waiting. I was trying to find room in your life to fit me in again.
He doesn’t say, I couldn’t find it. Or, Sam's back, but nothing's ever easy.
- the hot wind stirs. Oneshot. Written for rainylemons. Added 09/28/10.
Teaser: It's not the heat, Sam thinks. Not really. It's the sound - the crackling, the popping, and when it really gets going - the roar, subterranean and growing. Sometimes it sounds like dying, like breaking bones and the rush of blood leaving your body.
Sometimes it sounds like what wants to kill you.
- the dying bones. Oneshot. Reimagining of the end of 6.05. Dean-centric. Added 12/04/10.
Teaser: Right, Sam answers, and the smell's thicker here (rot, rot, Dean thinks hysterically, but it's not. Rubber and burning hair, old happy meal toys melting into a puddle, bright colored and fake as Sam's smile).
- fire on babylon. Oneshot. Post s5 Sam and Cas h/c. Written for twirlycurl's prompt at ohsam. Added 02/05/11.
Teaser: "Kill all of them," Sam says slowly, "all these demons," when what he wants to say is thank you thank you thank you, when all that's left is them. Because Cas would, Sam thinks. He really would.
- eight and a half minutes. Oneshot. Written for l4d_bigbang. Artwork/icons by caz2y5 (post linked to in fic). Added 02/05/11.
Teaser: "Fuck," he says, and the words are long, drawn out, like he can't think. He can't think. Sam's making a low keening noise; Dean doesn't think his brother's even aware of it. "That one's wearing armor."
- older brother, restless soul, lie down. Oneshot. Spoilers for 6.16, post-epi. Added: 05/08/11.
Teaser: Dean wonders if the sweat stings when it seeps into his brother's broken skin.
- don't cry, sister, cry. Preseries. AU. Wee girl!Dean, baby girl!Sam. Added: 06/19/11. 'Verse.
Teaser: You love me.
devil himself-verse:
- hallelujah, we'll make it last. Bobby-POV. Preseries AU.
Teaser: "Oh, Bobby," and when he says Bobby's name there's familiarity in it, like he's known Bobby for a long time. Bobby doesn't argue the point. "I would spare you if I could."
and wish that we could save them all
oh, and it's the passion that you play
meet with courtesy and grace
a night with el diablo. Added 6/26/10.
Slash, Sam/Dean:
- A Life Lived. Oneshot. Post season 3.
Teaser: It feels, he thinks, a lot like falling. A lifetime of memories, experiences, fall thick behind his eyelids, pulse in time with his too-fast heartbeat.
- Paper Promises and Alibis. Oneshot. Preseries, Stanford-era.
Teaser: With the headlights cutting the darkness, the wind--still thick with spring--rushing in through the open window, he thinks he’s constantly fucking up with family, trying too hard to keep them, to be everything they want; but this--the road, the quiet--is what he’s always had, always known the best.
- Enough is Not the Same. Oneshot. Preseries. Explicit.
Teaser: "I want. Just. I need.” The voice is Sam’s, and as soon as Dean registers that, he is moving, yanking his brother’s hands away from him, trying to put space between them. He grits his teeth, tries not to yell when he says, “what the hell are you doing, Sammy?”
- Watch the Heavens Scream. Oneshot. Season 3 finale AU. Mentions of domestic violence, child abuse.
Teaser: It always happens like this, Sam thinks. Every time they say no, when they want a break, some time to sleep or go off and see Dean's goddamn Grand Canyon, or even just stand still for five minutes - let alone try to find an answer for their own goddamn problems - something drops into their laps.
- Across the Crackling Sea. Oneshot. Outside link. Written for coyotesuspect at the samdeanexchange.
Teaser: It doesn't matter. They're gone, cold wind and hard lights gone. Not forever, maybe, but long enough to start running.
- bullets for my valentine. Oneshot. Outside link. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: It's what he's owed.
- remember how you used to say (I'd be the one to run away). Oneshot. Explicit. Dark.
Teaser: There's a split second when everything is still, like the eye of a hurricane, maybe, except they're in the middle of Tennessee in winter so it's not that, but it's thick and the silence is heavy.
- pull the pin. Oneshot. Temporary character death. Outside link. Written for the samdeanexchange.
Teaser: Dean has a thing for carousels.
- sketched on the barrel of my gun. Oneshot. Major character death/disappearance. Spoilers for epi Swan Song. Dean-centric. Mentions of one-sided Dean/Lisa. Added 7/13/10.
Teaser: The sheets will smell like lavender and detergent, warm and soft from the dryer. Dean'll wake up day after day in them, in this room, with that lamp and the same light carpet with the same slight squeaks of the floor. Over and over and over until he dies. Or, Dean keeps his promise.
- what we say and what we save. Oneshot. Written for tifaching. Outside link. Spoilers for 4.01. Added 7/14/10.
Teaser: "Fuck," Sam mutters, and overhead the ASTORIA MOTEL sign buzzes to life and dies in a breath, weak flickers of neon playing with Sam's eyes until they ache. "Fuck."
- kissed by the holy fool. Intended 'verse. Angsty post-s5 curtain!fic. Preslash. Added 11/29/10.
Teaser: He jerks, rocks the cart back and worth, highpitched shriek of wheels on tile, before clearing his throat and starting to move. "Yeah, whatever. Just proves we belong together," and Sam doesn't stop at the words, doesn't fumble or flinch. Just lets his grin widen, dimples and bright white teeth in Dean's periphery, going by aisle after aisle of cosmetics and hair-dye and soap.
Slash, other:
- Dead End Signs and Wasted Land. 'Verse. Sam/Lucifer.
Teaser: It's an in-between, but gray and wavering. He doesn't know what it means, how long it'll last, or even if his brain's really back online. This time, though, there's more sensation, more noise, a feel of too much and not enough. Leather and lighter fluid, he thinks. Musk and acid.
The War is On Your Lips. Dean-POV for DESaWL, gen. Added 6/29/10.
Love Me in this Fable. Sam/Lucifer. Sam/Dean. Darkfic.
- give it up (but don't ask why). Oneshot. Lucifer!Sam/Dean. Outside link. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: "How far are you going to go?" He says it after Dean's turned on the radio, turned it off, turned it on but low. Then raised the volume. Every way that he could tune it he has, and Sam wants to lean over, say, I know, right into Dean's ear. But Dean's gripping the wheel, almost standing on the gas. Go, he thinks. Go as fast as you can. The storm will come anyway.
Femslash:
- chances are, sister (you've travelled too far). In the same 'verse as the young!Winsister genfic, don't cry, sister, cry. Winsister fic. girl!Dean/girl!Sam. Post s1. Public fondling. Added: 6/21/11.
Teaser: Possessive much, De?
Sam/Dean, multi-chapter:
- I Might Lose the Sun, part 1. Post season 3. Evil!Dean.
Teaser: Still, he says, "Christo," and watches his brother flinch back; not away, but suddenly there's a little more space between them. He sees Dean's eyes waver--not black, but not completely green, either. Then it's gone, and Dean's there, glaring--not cute, dude. "How come you're you?"
part 2
Interlude. Explicit.
part 3
part 4. Major character death.
Timestamps:
Fall into Your Sunlight (Tomorrow's Bleeding). Gen. Bobby-POV.
ita suus animus sileo. Gen, kidfic (in progress)
- In My Hands, part 1. Post first season. Casefic. Long term WIP.
Teaser: All right, he thinks, North Carolina it is, and shuts down the laptop, breathing easier in the darkness.
part 2
part 3a
- dance while the sky crashes down. BigBang '10. Darkfic. Graphic imagery. Dean-centric. Also Dean/OMC. Added 6/14/10.
Teaser: "We'll be all right," Frank whispers, tilting his head against the brick, speaking up to dark, blank skies. "This, too, shall pass."
He laughs, can't help it. They've been hiding in the nastiest building left standing in Drenn, hiding from a fuckin' demon or demons, they don't even know, that crawl inside you and make you explode. They're surrounded by gibbering crazies and bloodthirsty killers, and Frank, resident cock adorner, is fuckin' telling him things'll be fine.
Christ.
pestilence and rot live beneath your skin
and all the oceans turn to black
and all the saints are taken out and shot
and a band of skeletons is playing
the sun is setting in the west
and every one of us is damned
SPN, het:
- something that comes and goes. Oneshot. Girl!Sam/Dean. Outside link. Written for samdeanexchange.
Teaser: Maybe, she thinks as she opens the door, spies the ramped up truck idling in the street, the penguin-looking kid in the driver's seat, maybe I don't want happy. Or, Sammy goes to prom.
- around the lowly grave. Oneshot. Outside link (written for lackadaisy's prompt at spn_saywut). Ellen/Bobby, preseries. Added 6/23/10.
Teaser: But she noticed when he left, took the road and half her grief with him.
- permission is all I need. Oneshot. girl!Sam/Dean. Added 6/27/10.
Teaser: He drifts up, slow and groggy. Sam's name is on his lips, phantom feel of her hip in the cup of his hand. Or, a Winchester love story.
spn_30snapshots's table: Elemental. Drabbles. Gen, slash (wincest), het.
Being Human
Annie + George/Mitchell UST
- For Your Sins and Your Lies. Oneshot.
Teaser: The time between her death and her wake is fuzzy, indistinct. Just blackness and murmuring and a vague horror. But every time she’s left alone, it feels like a hundred knives slashing through her.
It feels like dying.
- Three Steps Toward the Graveyard. Oneshot. Coda for 1.04.
Teaser: Something like a sob escapes George, except she’s sure that it’s supposed to sound less angry. “He’ll be back, you know,” he says, and his voice is hoarse and broken. You hate him, she thinks, but when George turns his head, glances at her, she sees only exhaustion.
Gen:
- took him three and three. Oneshot. Horror. Unbeta'd. Written for the sharp_teeth comment meme.
Teaser: Mitchell could taste him then, if he wanted. Lick a wide stripe inside George's soft, warm flesh, and maybe a bite, a small bite, while George shrieks and twists above him.
Dark Blue
Gen
- Discourse Won't Save Myself. Oneshot Coda to Venice Kings.
Teaser: She wants to make some joke. Be able to grin and laugh and not have it feel like she’s breaking into little pieces all over the stained floor. “She was innocent,” is what comes out instead. The words shock her, feel like a flash of lightning through her chest, slipping out easy and clean.
Het, Dean/Jaimie
- By a Hand That's Touched Me. Oneshot. Explicit.
Teaser: Now, though, he thinks about all the times he went to her, stood at her door and wanted to say I don’t wanna be alone, and never did. Just took what she offered--a fuck, a look, a door in the face--and then walked away. He thinks about what she wants from Scott; what the man could offer her. He wonders what she wants from him.
Slash, Dean/Carter
- Nobody in Sight. Oneshot. Coda for Ice.
Teaser: He thinks that Carter could break away if he really wanted to--the man’s stronger, more stubborn, and Dean has delayed panic making his muscles lax. But he remembers Carter’s looks, the searching and the questions every time he fooled around with Jaimie, and he knows Carter won’t be the one to end this.
Here On the Other Side. (planned)
Crossovers
Supernatural/Dark Blue
- For the Simple Need. Spoilers for Ice. 'Verse. Dean Bendis/Dean Winchester. Dean B./Carter UST; Dean W./Sam UST. Explicit
Teaser: So they settle down into a half-assed conversation until Winchester leans over, says "you’re really wasted, aren’t you?" And, yeah, Dean kind of is, but he hears the edge of something sharp, something almost like disappointment in his voice.
Like All the Others. Explicit.
Just Another Blow. Explicit.
Only One Throne.
Supernatural
Gen:
- Untitled. Oneshot.
Teaser: Sam’s up, towering over him, and all he sees in his brother’s green eyes is fury. “Dude, I didn’t know! The way you’ve been acting lately, I wouldn’t be surprised if you were in fucking la-la land or angsting over dead puppies. How the hell am I supposed to keep track of when you’re with it or fuckin’ playing emo-boy?” He sits up, dirt is pressed into his back, and he shifts his shoulders trying to dislodge his shirt, trying to get away from the wet/cold of it. “If you could just be here I wouldn’t have to do this shit, Sam. Ever think of that?”
- There is in this No Gordian Knot. Coda for Mystery Spot. Oneshot.
Teaser: Sam won't tell him, unless Dean says it first, because he may be cruel and selfish but even he knows where the line is drawn. And to say, you're gonna burn for nothing is way past it.
- Swimming in a Paper Cup. Coda for Shadow. Oneshot.
Teaser: He remembers his dad's face, staring at Dean, eyes locked, and Sam wonders what John thought when he saw the claw marks raked across Dean's skin, messy and red gouges marring his left cheek.
- Down the Line. Set during season 4. Oneshot.
Teaser: He thinks Dean’s trying to outrun something, with his eyes burning holes through the Impala’s windshield and his hands strangling the wheel.
- As the Year is Gone. Post season 4. Oneshot.
Teaser: Dean’s hands on him say at least we’re together; no matter what happens, there’s still two Winchesters left. That used to comfort him. It used to let him breathe easy for a minute or an hour or a day. However long he needed to see him through the case--through research and blood and death.
- Mouths of Decadence. Preseries. DEALS WITH EATING DISORDERS. 'Verse.
Teaser: It’s not surprising, then, that it seems like he spends every hour that isn’t a hunt with his eyes glued to his brother, constantly measuring his breaths and his movements, because it feels like if he doesn’t then he’d lose Sam. Turn to speak to him and have nothing at his side but space and air and silence that he’s never really wanted.
Timestamps:
the fruit of the melancholy tree. Unbeta'd. Sam-POV for selected events in MoD.
Can't Forget the Ills. (written for lavinialavender).
the taste of saints. Added 6/28/10.
the hunger never ends. Sam/Jess. Spoilers for 1.01. Added 7/23/10.
- Mama, We All Go to Hell. Spoilers for season 5. Oneshot.
Teaser: Sam thinks it’s odd that the first thing he notices is how tired Lucifer’s vessel looks.
- Let Us Stop Here. Oneshot. Character death. Outside link. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: He thinks if pain were a color, it'd be blue.
- Crash and Burn. Oneshot. Post-Pilot. Outside link. (thanks to norahy for the new title ;D). Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: In the dim light from the TV, Dean can see Sam's body pressed against the headboard, chest rising and falling, rising and falling. Nothing changes.
- for the ones beneath your skin. Oneshot. Self-harm. Unbeta'd. Written for the sharp_teeth comment meme.
Teaser: It's a humming under his skin, a constant thready pulse that beats along with his heart, and he's known it before. On a case, once, before Stanford. A houseful of ghosts, talking and chanting in the walls, sweeping through the mirrors.
- accidents of faith and nature. Spoilers for Mystery Spot. Oneshot. Written for ohsam's fic meme.
Teaser: They'll get out of Broward County. Put the Mystery Spot in the rearview mirror, and Dean won't stop til Sam can look away, a minute or a second or even just a blink of an eye. Just miles, Dean thinks. That's all it'll take. Miles and they'll be alright.
- between the saint and the villain. Oneshot. Post-Heart. (written for lavinialavender over at ohsam).
Teaser: It's more than the silent screams that echo in his ears, and the dark hairs he took away, caught in his fingers.
- with rail yards and clovers. Oneshot. Post-The End. Graphic imagery. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: When Dean finds him, he's not even Sam anymore. He's clumps of meat strung up in the air. He's blood splattered against the walls (and Dean knows it's his, all his, because it's weird but it smells distinctly Sam). He's already rotting.
Dean says, "Fix him," and it laughs.
- burn. Oneshot. Outside link. Unbeta'd. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: There's nothing he can say to change any of it. He knows that, has known it since they'd dragged Sam back.
- blank remains of disposable men. Oneshot. Outside link. Unbeta'd. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: Life's funny that way, she thinks, and slides her window shut quietly. One smile, strained or easy, sometimes just ain't enough.
- failure to comply. Oneshot. Outside link. Graphic imagery. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: He finally says it, and he's burning up, feeling it in his broken, messy skin. "God, please, Dean. Please, kill me."
- Untitled wee!Chesters. Oneshot. Preseries. Unbeta'd. Added 6/22/10.
Teaser: "Are we friends?"
- untitled rabbit!Dean. Written for mimblexwimble. Oneshot. Post s5. Crack. Added 7/15/10.
Teaser: Dean's...a bunny. Or...Dean's a bunny.
- the thinnest frailties. Preseries. Oneshot. Unbeta'd. Written for lavinialavender. Added 8/01/10.
Teaser: And fine, whatever, Dean's changed diapers, sang lullabies and cleaned up puke at two in the morning. So when he bends down, presses dry lips to the side of Sam's head, above his temple, hair tickling face and mouth, he tells himself he's allowed. He's built up credit. Or, Dean has to pick up the pieces.
- come out the hero. Oneshot. Post season 5. Major character death. Added 08/27/10.
- the poison in the air. Oneshot. Post season 5. ALLUDES TO OFFSCREEN RAPE. Written for whatjuliewrites's prompt at ohsam's comment meme. Added 08/28/10.
- through the hidden door. Oneshot. Post season 5, AU for 6.01. Added 09/27/10.
Teaser: Dean stares, eyebrows down, forehead wrinkled. Sam doesn’t say, I was waiting. I was trying to find room in your life to fit me in again.
He doesn’t say, I couldn’t find it. Or, Sam's back, but nothing's ever easy.
- the hot wind stirs. Oneshot. Written for rainylemons. Added 09/28/10.
Teaser: It's not the heat, Sam thinks. Not really. It's the sound - the crackling, the popping, and when it really gets going - the roar, subterranean and growing. Sometimes it sounds like dying, like breaking bones and the rush of blood leaving your body.
Sometimes it sounds like what wants to kill you.
- the dying bones. Oneshot. Reimagining of the end of 6.05. Dean-centric. Added 12/04/10.
Teaser: Right, Sam answers, and the smell's thicker here (rot, rot, Dean thinks hysterically, but it's not. Rubber and burning hair, old happy meal toys melting into a puddle, bright colored and fake as Sam's smile).
- fire on babylon. Oneshot. Post s5 Sam and Cas h/c. Written for twirlycurl's prompt at ohsam. Added 02/05/11.
Teaser: "Kill all of them," Sam says slowly, "all these demons," when what he wants to say is thank you thank you thank you, when all that's left is them. Because Cas would, Sam thinks. He really would.
- eight and a half minutes. Oneshot. Written for l4d_bigbang. Artwork/icons by caz2y5 (post linked to in fic). Added 02/05/11.
Teaser: "Fuck," he says, and the words are long, drawn out, like he can't think. He can't think. Sam's making a low keening noise; Dean doesn't think his brother's even aware of it. "That one's wearing armor."
- older brother, restless soul, lie down. Oneshot. Spoilers for 6.16, post-epi. Added: 05/08/11.
Teaser: Dean wonders if the sweat stings when it seeps into his brother's broken skin.
- don't cry, sister, cry. Preseries. AU. Wee girl!Dean, baby girl!Sam. Added: 06/19/11. 'Verse.
Teaser: You love me.
devil himself-verse:
- hallelujah, we'll make it last. Bobby-POV. Preseries AU.
Teaser: "Oh, Bobby," and when he says Bobby's name there's familiarity in it, like he's known Bobby for a long time. Bobby doesn't argue the point. "I would spare you if I could."
and wish that we could save them all
oh, and it's the passion that you play
meet with courtesy and grace
a night with el diablo. Added 6/26/10.
Slash, Sam/Dean:
- A Life Lived. Oneshot. Post season 3.
Teaser: It feels, he thinks, a lot like falling. A lifetime of memories, experiences, fall thick behind his eyelids, pulse in time with his too-fast heartbeat.
- Paper Promises and Alibis. Oneshot. Preseries, Stanford-era.
Teaser: With the headlights cutting the darkness, the wind--still thick with spring--rushing in through the open window, he thinks he’s constantly fucking up with family, trying too hard to keep them, to be everything they want; but this--the road, the quiet--is what he’s always had, always known the best.
- Enough is Not the Same. Oneshot. Preseries. Explicit.
Teaser: "I want. Just. I need.” The voice is Sam’s, and as soon as Dean registers that, he is moving, yanking his brother’s hands away from him, trying to put space between them. He grits his teeth, tries not to yell when he says, “what the hell are you doing, Sammy?”
- Watch the Heavens Scream. Oneshot. Season 3 finale AU. Mentions of domestic violence, child abuse.
Teaser: It always happens like this, Sam thinks. Every time they say no, when they want a break, some time to sleep or go off and see Dean's goddamn Grand Canyon, or even just stand still for five minutes - let alone try to find an answer for their own goddamn problems - something drops into their laps.
- Across the Crackling Sea. Oneshot. Outside link. Written for coyotesuspect at the samdeanexchange.
Teaser: It doesn't matter. They're gone, cold wind and hard lights gone. Not forever, maybe, but long enough to start running.
- bullets for my valentine. Oneshot. Outside link. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: It's what he's owed.
- remember how you used to say (I'd be the one to run away). Oneshot. Explicit. Dark.
Teaser: There's a split second when everything is still, like the eye of a hurricane, maybe, except they're in the middle of Tennessee in winter so it's not that, but it's thick and the silence is heavy.
- pull the pin. Oneshot. Temporary character death. Outside link. Written for the samdeanexchange.
Teaser: Dean has a thing for carousels.
- sketched on the barrel of my gun. Oneshot. Major character death/disappearance. Spoilers for epi Swan Song. Dean-centric. Mentions of one-sided Dean/Lisa. Added 7/13/10.
Teaser: The sheets will smell like lavender and detergent, warm and soft from the dryer. Dean'll wake up day after day in them, in this room, with that lamp and the same light carpet with the same slight squeaks of the floor. Over and over and over until he dies. Or, Dean keeps his promise.
- what we say and what we save. Oneshot. Written for tifaching. Outside link. Spoilers for 4.01. Added 7/14/10.
Teaser: "Fuck," Sam mutters, and overhead the ASTORIA MOTEL sign buzzes to life and dies in a breath, weak flickers of neon playing with Sam's eyes until they ache. "Fuck."
- kissed by the holy fool. Intended 'verse. Angsty post-s5 curtain!fic. Preslash. Added 11/29/10.
Teaser: He jerks, rocks the cart back and worth, highpitched shriek of wheels on tile, before clearing his throat and starting to move. "Yeah, whatever. Just proves we belong together," and Sam doesn't stop at the words, doesn't fumble or flinch. Just lets his grin widen, dimples and bright white teeth in Dean's periphery, going by aisle after aisle of cosmetics and hair-dye and soap.
Slash, other:
- Dead End Signs and Wasted Land. 'Verse. Sam/Lucifer.
Teaser: It's an in-between, but gray and wavering. He doesn't know what it means, how long it'll last, or even if his brain's really back online. This time, though, there's more sensation, more noise, a feel of too much and not enough. Leather and lighter fluid, he thinks. Musk and acid.
The War is On Your Lips. Dean-POV for DESaWL, gen. Added 6/29/10.
Love Me in this Fable. Sam/Lucifer. Sam/Dean. Darkfic.
- give it up (but don't ask why). Oneshot. Lucifer!Sam/Dean. Outside link. Written for the ohsam fic meme.
Teaser: "How far are you going to go?" He says it after Dean's turned on the radio, turned it off, turned it on but low. Then raised the volume. Every way that he could tune it he has, and Sam wants to lean over, say, I know, right into Dean's ear. But Dean's gripping the wheel, almost standing on the gas. Go, he thinks. Go as fast as you can. The storm will come anyway.
Femslash:
- chances are, sister (you've travelled too far). In the same 'verse as the young!Winsister genfic, don't cry, sister, cry. Winsister fic. girl!Dean/girl!Sam. Post s1. Public fondling. Added: 6/21/11.
Teaser: Possessive much, De?
Sam/Dean, multi-chapter:
- I Might Lose the Sun, part 1. Post season 3. Evil!Dean.
Teaser: Still, he says, "Christo," and watches his brother flinch back; not away, but suddenly there's a little more space between them. He sees Dean's eyes waver--not black, but not completely green, either. Then it's gone, and Dean's there, glaring--not cute, dude. "How come you're you?"
part 2
Interlude. Explicit.
part 3
part 4. Major character death.
Timestamps:
Fall into Your Sunlight (Tomorrow's Bleeding). Gen. Bobby-POV.
ita suus animus sileo. Gen, kidfic (in progress)
- In My Hands, part 1. Post first season. Casefic. Long term WIP.
Teaser: All right, he thinks, North Carolina it is, and shuts down the laptop, breathing easier in the darkness.
part 2
part 3a
- dance while the sky crashes down. BigBang '10. Darkfic. Graphic imagery. Dean-centric. Also Dean/OMC. Added 6/14/10.
Teaser: "We'll be all right," Frank whispers, tilting his head against the brick, speaking up to dark, blank skies. "This, too, shall pass."
He laughs, can't help it. They've been hiding in the nastiest building left standing in Drenn, hiding from a fuckin' demon or demons, they don't even know, that crawl inside you and make you explode. They're surrounded by gibbering crazies and bloodthirsty killers, and Frank, resident cock adorner, is fuckin' telling him things'll be fine.
Christ.
pestilence and rot live beneath your skin
and all the oceans turn to black
and all the saints are taken out and shot
and a band of skeletons is playing
the sun is setting in the west
and every one of us is damned
SPN, het:
- something that comes and goes. Oneshot. Girl!Sam/Dean. Outside link. Written for samdeanexchange.
Teaser: Maybe, she thinks as she opens the door, spies the ramped up truck idling in the street, the penguin-looking kid in the driver's seat, maybe I don't want happy. Or, Sammy goes to prom.
- around the lowly grave. Oneshot. Outside link (written for lackadaisy's prompt at spn_saywut). Ellen/Bobby, preseries. Added 6/23/10.
Teaser: But she noticed when he left, took the road and half her grief with him.
- permission is all I need. Oneshot. girl!Sam/Dean. Added 6/27/10.
Teaser: He drifts up, slow and groggy. Sam's name is on his lips, phantom feel of her hip in the cup of his hand. Or, a Winchester love story.
spn_30snapshots's table: Elemental. Drabbles. Gen, slash (wincest), het.
Being Human
Annie + George/Mitchell UST
- For Your Sins and Your Lies. Oneshot.
Teaser: The time between her death and her wake is fuzzy, indistinct. Just blackness and murmuring and a vague horror. But every time she’s left alone, it feels like a hundred knives slashing through her.
It feels like dying.
- Three Steps Toward the Graveyard. Oneshot. Coda for 1.04.
Teaser: Something like a sob escapes George, except she’s sure that it’s supposed to sound less angry. “He’ll be back, you know,” he says, and his voice is hoarse and broken. You hate him, she thinks, but when George turns his head, glances at her, she sees only exhaustion.
Gen:
- took him three and three. Oneshot. Horror. Unbeta'd. Written for the sharp_teeth comment meme.
Teaser: Mitchell could taste him then, if he wanted. Lick a wide stripe inside George's soft, warm flesh, and maybe a bite, a small bite, while George shrieks and twists above him.
Dark Blue
Gen
- Discourse Won't Save Myself. Oneshot Coda to Venice Kings.
Teaser: She wants to make some joke. Be able to grin and laugh and not have it feel like she’s breaking into little pieces all over the stained floor. “She was innocent,” is what comes out instead. The words shock her, feel like a flash of lightning through her chest, slipping out easy and clean.
Het, Dean/Jaimie
- By a Hand That's Touched Me. Oneshot. Explicit.
Teaser: Now, though, he thinks about all the times he went to her, stood at her door and wanted to say I don’t wanna be alone, and never did. Just took what she offered--a fuck, a look, a door in the face--and then walked away. He thinks about what she wants from Scott; what the man could offer her. He wonders what she wants from him.
Slash, Dean/Carter
- Nobody in Sight. Oneshot. Coda for Ice.
Teaser: He thinks that Carter could break away if he really wanted to--the man’s stronger, more stubborn, and Dean has delayed panic making his muscles lax. But he remembers Carter’s looks, the searching and the questions every time he fooled around with Jaimie, and he knows Carter won’t be the one to end this.
Here On the Other Side. (planned)
Crossovers
Supernatural/Dark Blue
- For the Simple Need. Spoilers for Ice. 'Verse. Dean Bendis/Dean Winchester. Dean B./Carter UST; Dean W./Sam UST. Explicit
Teaser: So they settle down into a half-assed conversation until Winchester leans over, says "you’re really wasted, aren’t you?" And, yeah, Dean kind of is, but he hears the edge of something sharp, something almost like disappointment in his voice.
Like All the Others. Explicit.
Just Another Blow. Explicit.
Only One Throne.