.x. Nothing Ever Shames Me .x.
heylo to all,
so i completely decided tht i dont give a shit about anything or anyone anymore i was talking to my friend ida and all the sudden i thought..wouldnt it be so much easier to slit my wrist from mid arm to the point of my middle finger..and the truth is yeah it would be..and i want too oh god i want too..and whether i will or not is up to me and my strength which seems to be wanning lately, sigh i dont know about anything anymore. i'm so sick of finding out how fake everyone is, i'm so sick of drama..after drama its stupid pathetic and immature. i hate myself and my life, sometimes i run just to know i'm alive and i dont stop i dont stop till i'm far away far away from who i am.. its taking everything in me to get through these past few days, iknw i have friends and i know i have family..but i still feel alone..i still feel unloved..this isnt my "emoness" talking this is my true feelings exposed and i hate it i hate feeling so defeated..am i the same girl i use to write about..?
oh how i wish my final breath would be tonight..
So Cut My Wrists and Black My Eyes..
3Lonely
May Angels Lead You In..