Retreat means getting out of this house.
She rants about me not respecting her when it is the other way around. I feel ignored and unappreciated. She has such a tendency to care when matt is upset, but when it is me I feel she couldn't care less.
I quit my job too.

If I gave you my heart, would you show me what love is?

Tommorow I get my eyes checked. I need it badly. My eyes are regressing daily.

I didn't have a good day.
People annoyed me with their talking.
Cohen was the worst.
Duckworth says that I need to relax and that I'm too many years older than my age.
I'm doing shock therapy right now.

I just finished pricing what I want to get form that midsummer Knights dream puppet place thing.
What I want comes to $215
Ouch....

I just finsihed the "Essay from Hell" from Mr. Allen.
It hurt. Really badly. To get this thing written.
I'm not gonna post it because it's personal. ^_^

First day of work, yay for me. I get a 25% discount off everything except candy and clearance items.
I'm eating food sustinance right now. It's hot. But it is food and I crave food sustinance.
Balloons are fun.
Mainly I wanted a job so badly so that it could avert my attention to other matters.
And so that I could ignore those other matters.

Kelly's Question and Answer Service!

Question: What is happiness to you? (Asked by MSM High School)

Kelly's Answer: Happiness, to me, is death. I find hope and "happiness" in the fact that I will leave this world of pain and suffering one day and go to one of peace and joy.

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Went 4-wheeling over the weekend.
Got it in 3rd gear, 80mph.
Took a turn too sharp.
Fell.
That is how I died.
September 4th, 2005.

At least I died happily, with the wind coursing through my body....

( Is it happiness, pure exaustion, or mental insanity? )

Life is confusing.
"Love" hurts.
Death brings peace.