So how do ya all like my new lil pic? I did it just today because that is exactly how I felt when I woke up this morning werid huh? I dunno why for sure yet either... I am just done dealing with drama and tryin to keep happy....everyone asks me all the time whats wrong...well you really want to know? I can't stand being stuck here alone anymore... ( Read more... )

So I ve been gone..no updates...well here are a quick few because I gotta get on my homework.... I found out that my wisdom teeth are a pain in the bum...I gotta get the lower ones pulled very soon and umm my new job rocks...other then that....school pretty much sucks and i ve been killer busy...I miss you all gotta fly laters.

So I laid down to take a quick nap that turned in to a nightmare. I am not talking things kept waking me up I am talking about me having a full blown nightmare like you have when your little. To even compare how scary it got think of the movie Cell and how she goes in to the murders head aka Kingdom...thats how freaky it was...not like that but ( Read more... )

SO where to start huh? There is so much to talk about but so much I can let others know...I am more then ready to move out of my parents. I just wish I had enough money to do it now. I am to the point where I just can't stand not being able to talk to my own mother about things because she gets pissy or goes in to the lecture phase and it makes it ( Read more... )

so how do ya like the new look cool huh? well I kept calling somone today with some important info but I guess I won't be going anywhere now for spring break because I couldn't get ahold of em. Oh well I guess Ill just work my new job and try to get lock jaw from munchin on frozen toosie rolls...hehe yay....happy day.

Hey everyone....its like 5:46am...yeah crazy huh? Well I am on tour all day...so guess what...if you call me I will answer my cell...it gets boring on the road at times....so give me a call.....PLEASE??? Ill beg on my knees. Anywho I am gonna go wait for the bus. Miss you all very much and loves you all to death. take care for me and think of sleep ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like something is going wrong and there isn't any way to fix it. Or that there is something that people are keeping from you?? lately thats the way I ve been feeling...I can't really talk to anyone about it...its just this feeling in my gut that is telling me something really bad is going on and there isn't anything I can do ( Read more... )

you know...I ve tried to be nice...I tried to give people second and thrid and fourth chances but not anymore....The last straw has been dealt and thats it kids...I am done. I have offically given up. So go on with your happy little cardboard dreams and your little "perfect" families in your head but leave me outta it all. I don't care anymore. I ( Read more... )

So its been like 2 days I know...not much has really changed... less phone calls I dunno if thats good or bad yet tho. I am still gettin msgs but I think they are gonna stop....here Ill let you guys see a couple:( I removed names because I am not a bitch...these were all sent to me on the 7th...I don't get up that early to come on line...I am in ( Read more... )

way to intoxicated to type...had fun wanna know....give me a call hehe ( Read more... )