This one is the first non-accurate one.

Can't wait til the tribute til gaypril. We will put food coloring in milk, so we can do the milk challenge. (one gallon of whole milk in 1/2 an hour) and you have to not throw it up, for 15 minutes after you drink it. Its impossible because you cant process that much lactose with the fluids in your stomach, but the milk neutralizes all the stomach ( Read more... )

Had a dream that involved the rest of my break ending, and getting back to school to find Ben there. So everybody went into town, and i got another piercing, even though i dont really want one. People ended up parting ways at some point, and Jay and i were told by Harold that we need to stay in town for a couple more hours cause we were sexiled. ( Read more... )

Today i got back my computer in working order. There are still plans to back up my files and wipe than get my files back, but for now i have a completely running computer again. and it is good ( Read more... )

Excited playing bass again. It is so relieving. Sex drugs and music, without the sex and drugs. Still good ( Read more... )

I finally have a job for next semester, which i anticipate to be very good in some aspects, and very bad in others. I will probably start getting cd's again, or maybe start collecting DVD's. I plan to update my 3 or 4 year old wardrobe, cause that seems to keep me pleased for quite some time, and i need new pants and shoes anyways. Not to mention ( Read more... )

I feel lacking in personality, because i cant decide who i am. Or some stuff like that ( Read more... )

Being thankful is hard. It's so easy to see the pain, and so easy to accept the torture. Least im not getting self destructive or depressed, just confused and lonely. But i am also very pleased that i am getting a break, and very hopeful for my future ( Read more... )

My net is still down. To all of you, thats how im doin, thats my journal. Nonfunctional ( Read more... )

I am so angry. There are so many things that i dislike, or want changed, or more or less just deal with or handle, for in my mind no reason. I cant just up and punch the shit out of something. I was playing a game Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic, and at one point you are on a planet that makes threats illegal, and makes all forms of ( Read more... )