I am at best the worst friend ever ( Read more... )

you know... if you just sit and listen... the things you hear? the knoweldge you gain, the shit you could spread? but I am not about that ( Read more... )

far away from here ( Read more... )

I dont write in here alot. i suppose its for the best.. this year is in def. turning out to be the best ever ( Read more... )

I have kissed all but one of my known enemies. wonderus isnt it? how thoughtful this place can be.
iam so sick of- nothing... I actually Iam loving it. eat piss and die america! I dont care. truly, get over yourselves, then you wont worry about me, and you can be truly ahppy. hahahahahahahahahahahaha

so0o basically... I hate feeling guilty for shit. . .
urg... and work seems to be all I do now... and I am basically always at mater wok. :( ... and school, ahhhh well lets say Iam remembering why I had dropped out, though I dont plan on doing that again... but I know, I know... things will get better.
*holdfasthope*
T T I M E

haha... ok that tittle is from a song. but you know shits been know to happen.. KIDDIN ( Read more... )

and I am not taking it aswell as I thought I could.. it seems with time it doesnt get better. . . I let my sister see me cry about it today, for the first time since the funeral... it still makes me feel selfish to cry infront of my syblings, or most anyone for that matter... but today I couldnt stop, I even had to check out of school.theres so ( Read more... )

...byody byody ( Read more... )

this weekend was:
friday= victoria secrect.. drunkeness in auburn.. jammin in a storage unit.. and annalue st.
haha. Iam losing it.
I didnt do shit saturday sat home and wanted to go to church this morning, but I wasnt feeling well when I woke up.
I want to believe with out any doubts again. Iam working on it...
♥