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bahaha
http://pics.livejournal.com/monkeydrvr/pic/00092ks3

go look.
it's fantastic.

Yesterday, I realized that I do not want fall "in love," nor do I want to be in love.
I am not looking for love.
The haze of infatuation and love has cleared from my eyes and I can see now that I am not "old" enough for that sort of emotion in my life.
It-is-too-painful.
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i'm shaking &my fingers tingle.

you are a bitch.

bahaha.
i was sleuthing around on kirsty's myspace &saw a comment from brooke... riverlakepond... that said "period all over my face"

it made me laugh lots &think of sweet &sour sauce period explosions in the back of bill's car.
that day was fantastic.

i am hurt most that i have been denied friendship when i have done few things to deserve that consequence and have tried everything to make up for what i did do. 

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FUCKYOU.

it is quite unfair that i am able to recall
the softness of your skin
your lips, so smooth, and how they felt pressed softly, closed, against mine
and how you ever so gently touched me, barely, but monumently

it is unjust that we allow ourselves to betray our hearts like this
try to convince our unclouded mind that our confused heart is doing best
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you say i only hear what i want to
you say i talk so all the time
so

&i thought what i felt was simple
&i thought that i don't belong
&now that i am leaving
now i know that i did something wrong
cause i missed you yeah i missed you
you say i only hear what i want to
i don't listen hard
i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running,
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